Beth's room the thoughts of a hunter
(ooc)In this post song lyrics are gonna help explain a little
It had been some time since The Dark Angel had left the Turner twins,Marilyn seemed to be settling in and that was one of the things Beth was very happy about the girl had taken the full brunt of the bitter truth about her step father and at least she could maybe spark up a relationship with this worlds Spike.....Only time would tell.
Bethany closed the door to her room it was unnaturally dark inside even with the morning light trying to shine through the window but that was the way she liked although she could survive in the light she hated it such was the curse of her kind although part of her always yearned to be free in the light but for now that part of her was kept away,lost in the darkness.She took off her shirt laying it on the chair next to her.
She layed back on her bed the outline of her figure showed on the wall behind her casting a shadow,She closed her eyes and her mind began to drift thinkg about so many different things,her past,her new life,her lustful crush,her friends and enemies,everything.
I try to breathe
Memories overtaking me
I try to face them but
The thought is too much to conceive
She thought about the night that changed her life when she was turned and saw the world in a completely different view.For years she was after revenge and adopted the role of a protector,a hunter, but behind all that rage was always that young woman lying in the alley.
I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
that my life became 'cause
I just needed someone to talk to
You were just to busy with yourself
You were never there for me
To express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made
Her mind drifted to thoughts of her new life as a student of the school but at the same time she kept thinking back to how she felt like such an outkast,She wasnt even a full mutant or a demon for that matter and that made her feel alone.It seemed like everytime she thought she found someone she could be with they drifted away and that warmth of wanting to be together had been replaced by a cold shell of what she once was.
I never meant to fade...
Away
I NEVER MEANT TO FADE
Her thoughts then drifted to the one person she felt so close to but at the same time so distant from.....Spike,since she arrived she hated to admit it at the start but she had fallen in love with him from the first sight but those feelings had to be trapped away but more and more she thought about him,she had no idea how he felt about her but she had so much love for him.
As she rolled over she wished he was laying right by her and that feeling was both strange and alien to her,she had never had that much love for anyone but to her Spike was a kindred spirit she only wished that even if it was a few brief moments she could tell Spike how she felt but right now she couldnt,he had gone somewhere and she had no idea where but as she nodded off to sleep one final wish escaped her mind.
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