Riley's appartment
Catherine stood at the edge of the street, watching as he drove away, looking until he was out of sight when she turned to go into the department store, she wanted to look nice today for him but she wasn’t sure what to wear. She didn’t really have many dressy clothes and she didn’t want to wear anything she’d got. She pushed the door open, slipping the gloves from her fingers as she looked around, heading for the women’s clothes section on the second floor.
She wandered around for several minutes, not sure what she was looking for really, some type of top perhaps? She had jeans, she didn’t want to look too dressy, there were so many clothes though, she wasn’t sure what to choose. In the end she picked out a white cashmere jumper, it had long sleeves that covered half her hands, it clung to her figure and had a soft polo neck. It was very un Cat like, but for some reason she wanted to be more like the girl he’d taken to the dying star. She wanted to prove she was sophisticated and tried hard not too look at the fifty dollar price tag, it was worth it because he was worth it.
In the end she caught a taxi back to the flat, glancing nervously and the clock and throwing things into cupboards to try and tidy up the place, dumping the dishes into the dishwasher, she wanted the front room to look OK in case he decided to walk her home she didn’t want him to think it was a tip.
It was hard for her to believe that she was going to see him soon, she could smell him on her work clothes even though the shower had washed his scent from her body. She towelled herself down quickly and pulled on her jeans, rushing around with only her bra on trying to find a pair of scissors to cut off the label on her new jumper. She then picked up the phone to call Nina, she didn’t want her to come home and find Cat gone, she told Nina she was going to a friends. Nina wanted to know who but Cat refused to say, Nina hadn’t been very supportive over Cat’s feelings towards riley and she didn’t want her rushing back over to be all over protective and ruining everything.
Cat then went back into her room, sitting in front of her desk with a mirror, she didn’t have any make-up but she decided to try a new hair style instead, giving her self a side parting so her hair fell into one eye. She didn’t want to waste anymore time and quickly threw on her boots and coat, grabbing up her bag and heading out of the door into the cold night air. The club would be opening soon and she wanted to get away before semi drunk men turned up, she only stopped quickly to buy a bagel from a shop, she’d forgotten to have lunch and she hadn’t had chance to eat what with running around getting ready.
She stopped rather nervously outside his apartment block, she had planned to make him dinner and maybe watch a movie or something but then he’d invited her over here, it was all very nice and neat in here, every door having a number on it. But she needed to go up to the third floor didn’t she, she could feel herself getting increasingly nervous as she mounted the stairs, counting the doors to his room. Hesitating outside before she plucked up the courage to knock.
Cat: Do you think I should go back?
Nina: Cat.. he's only a man.
Cat: You don't understand...
Slowly the towel came to a stop, his hasty attempt to try his hair interrupted by a distant knock from the front down on the other side of the apartment. He poked his head outside the bathroom room, able to see right down to the door from the hall where he was. He glanced over towards his room, but then hurried towards the door incase she left thinking he wasn't here. His hand grabbed up his white shirt that he had been wondering about with before, not wanting to put it on because his hair was damp then.
Pausing at the door as he dropped the towel and slipped the shirt over his head, his hand touching the door as he took in a quiet breath and then turned the handle of the door, his left hand still tugging down at his shirt to neaten it up. Ducking down to scoop up the towel in his hand, her rather nervously held it close to his chest as he looked over at Catherine. He's been wanting this for so long hasn't he.. for her to be knocking on his door to see him.. but he wanted it to be back at the schools, somewhere he knew and was comfortable in. There was a gentle rustle of silent wind through trees and a calming rhythm of musical instruments that pulled Riley from his trance and caused him to stare rather awkwardly over towards his stereo. The apartment was a comfortable temperature compared to the chill outside, Riley apologetically stepping back and letting her in before disappearing from the door and quickly making his way over towards the stereo and turning it off.
"I'm sorry, I got a little distracted with things.." He wasn't sure what things.. he spent most of the time just staring into space while he was half way through things. He cleared some of the clutter which consisted of five 'Sounds of the Wild' CDs and his Michelle Branch CD which he just grabbed up from their already neat pile and along with his towel he hurried off to his room to hide the 'mess'.. Placing the CDs into the draw of his side table, Riley folded his towel as he opened his closet and dropped the towel neatly into the washing basket he had hidden in there. Running his hands anxiously through his hair as he moved back towards Catherine. Mostly all of his CD covers where empty since they where inside his silver stereo that could hold five CDs which was one short of his entire collection of music.
He was so distracted with Catherine that he didn't think nor pay any attention to the paintings he had about the walls that he had planned on removing earlier only to get distracted with one thing after another. Walking out of his room he was slipping his arms through his brown leather jacket, the very one he had worn on the last night he saw her, but has long since lost her scent.
"I wasn't sure.. " He barely got the chance to start his sentence when his phone rang, and it was obvious the interruption annoyed him just by the disappointed expression on his face. Moving into the kitchen, looking over the bench towards Catherine as he picked up his mobile and placed it against his ear while walking out of the kitchen and towards Catherine.
"Thank you, I'll call in tomorrow, thank you again Mrs. Hudson." Turning off the silver phone that had red about the screen and around the buttons, Riley dropped it on the small table beside the door that his shoes where placed under and his keys lay within a small sky blue bowl on top. He grinned proudly as he finally had the chance to reached for Catherine's hands and hold them as he stood before her, his thumbs stroking over the back of his hands as he spoke rather pleased. Slowly guiding her back towards the only seat he had in his entire apartment aside from the stool in the back room that he'd sit on while painting. Gently guiding her down on the seat, he seat in the center beside her, continuing to hold her hands as he spoke.
"Since I found you I decided I wanted to do something else, there's an elderly woman just across the hall and she runs a bookstore and she said I could help her, it's just down the street so I don't need to drive all the time now." He didn't seem to give the slightest worry that his salary was now less then one third of what he was getting now. Money didn't matter.. his sanity did, and driving in that terrible traffic with all those constant horns just wasn't doing him any good.
"..I missed you so much." All he could do was offer her a bright smile, but even that was something he hasn't been doing much lately at all.
"Did you want to go out somewhere? Or we could stay here, or go back to your place? I don't have much to eat here though.. and I only have bottled water in the fridge." His hands continued to caress the soft skin of her smaller hands, he was eager for her touch, for her to hold him, for her to kiss him, it wasn't fair, he wanted to spend so much time with her and the same time all he wanted to do was smother her with his love that's been cooped up and locked away in the solitude that his life became the instant she left.
Riley(about Catherine): I'm not losing her, I got her back once, I'll get her back again.
Re: Riley's appartment
She was glad he opened the door quickly, she was very curious to know what Riley had made his own home look like, she looked up at him rather shyly, expecting something rustic to be the theme inside the room since he'd grown up in Iowa, pictures of horses and ploughs and things. The almost empty room was a complete knock to her senses .... what were those sounds in the background? But walked over shutting off the CD player before she had chance to ask, picking up a small pile of CD's and putting them away in a draw. Her eyes roaved around the room landing on the picture .... was that her? There really wasn't much for her to look at in the rather bare room. She tugged her eyes away from the picture.
"I'm sorry, I got a little distracted with things.." She smiled slightly but she couldn't help being really really uncomfortable in the room, had he just not had time to buy things yet? Her eyes followed him as he went over to answer his phone, then driffted off back around the room again ... that was her wasn't in the picture ... what had he got it from?
She felt herself blush as he reached over for her hands, his fingers stroking over the back of her hands, leading her over to the couch, sitting down next to her, his body turned slightly towards her.
"Since I found you I decided I wanted to do something else, there's an elderly woman just across the hall and she runs a bookstore and she said I could help her, it's just down the street so I don't need to drive all the time now." She smiled slightly, glad he'd just be right there, under her nose, whenever she needed him.
"Did you want to go out somewhere? Or we could stay here, or go back to your place? I don't have much to eat here though.. and I only have bottled water in the fridge." I don't mind .... that was all she had to say to him but it didn't seem to want to come out of her mouth.
'Riley .... where are all your things?' Cat said her hand waving around the room slightly. 'You don't have a television?' She wasn't sure she liked his appartment it just felt really unlived in. She forgot he'd said he didn't used to have a television ... but what did he do around here during the day? just sit here? or was he hardly ever here? There was so much she wanted to know. His hands were still wrapped in her smaller ones.
Cat: Do you think I should go back?
Nina: Cat.. he's only a man.
Cat: You don't understand...
Re: Riley's appartment'Riley .... where are all your things?' There was a slight nervousness about him now, what things? He had whatever he needed, and got whatever else he wanted, was he missing something important? He never really had a great deal of things.. he wasn't used to being allowed to have as much things as he wanted and he didn't really know a lot of things that he could possibly want.
'You don't have a television?' It hurt though.. didn't she understand? He only ever sat down to watch TV once really all other times it was just a passing glance and that one time was with her.. It hurt so much to look at it and know if he got it then he'll be watching it all alone without her, and besides, when would he had the time to watch TV? And he didn't really know any of the shows that where on it.. His eyes dropped down to their hands for a moment, was it weird? He had so much money and yet so little items, would she rather he get more things?
"..I got the stereo instead.. and CDs, I've never had CDs before." He seemed rather pleased with his collection of normal things, he still had his lap top in his room, but other then that most of his other things where left back in the school. He wished now he had more things just so he could tell her everything he had, as silly as it sounded.. but then would she be upset if he spent too much?
"And.. I got the car, but I don't like driving.. but I needed it." His fingers fiddled with her hands a bit, he needed it to be able to find her, he didn't like the subway, so many people, all crammed together, any of them could be with the initiative able to get really close to him with out him aware and then drug him and then take him away.. ok.. so he was a little paranoid still.. but he had good reason after meeting up with the initiative at both the airport and the station.
"I have other things.. I couldn't bring much with me, I had to come by helicopter.. and I couldn't really go shopping for things, I just wanted to find you. I got what I needed, Dawn wanted me to get a phone so they could call me, I needed something to drown out the city sounds, something to sit on, the bed, towels, paints.." He trailed off as his eyes glanced over towards the painting on the wall and then awkwardly down at her hands. He forgot about them, maybe she hadn't noticed, Dawn had said it wasn't good for him to be painting her so much.. But then Dawn had said she ran off and wasn't coming back, but Catherine had said she was planning on returning.
"..I.. I do a lot more things since you left, I'm always keeping busy.. I.. I paint and.. I made that statue for you, I did some musical instruments at school, but I liked the guitar best, I got one here as well." He looked over towards the guitar that he had stood up against the wall beside the stereo after his hasty clean up earlier. He didn't really understand why Catherine sounded as if he was missing out on something, he thought he had enough, maybe he needed more food in his pantry and fridge but he really lost his appetite since she left..
Riley(about Catherine): I'm not losing her, I got her back once, I'll get her back again.
Re: Riley's appartment"..I got the stereo instead.. and CDs, I've never had CDs before." That was sweet bu at the same time it was worrying, how could he not have music CD's she had tonnes back at the flat that she'd managed to salvage from Anne and Rogers. But didn't most people have both a tv and stereo, it wasn't like you had to choose between them....
"And.. I got the car, but I don't like driving.. but I needed it." That was his car? She'd thought it was odd, hadn't Graham or Forrest said he didn't drive ... why such a change of heart. He could just take the subway couldn't he .... if he didn't mind being a bit squashed in the rush hour that was.
"I have other things.. I couldn't bring much with me, I had to come by helicopter.. and I couldn't really go shopping for things, I just wanted to find you. I got what I needed, Dawn wanted me to get a phone so they could call me, I needed something to drown out the city sounds, something to sit on, the bed, towels, paints.." Very pratical and functional wasn't it, she looked around her, but it didn't have a Riley feel about it it still felt really cold in here. The lack of furtniture was making her feel uncomfortable, ontop of the fact she was sitting so close to Riley she felt as though if a door slammed she'd jump a foot.
"..I.. I do a lot more things since you left, I'm always keeping busy.. I.. I paint and.. I made that statue for you, I did some musical instruments at school, but I liked the guitar best, I got one here as well." She liked that, that he had a guitar, she wanted to say so but last time she'd said something she'd upset him, she hadn't meant to make him uncomfortable about his appartment. She looked down at their hands, it was so nice that he was holding onto her like this.
Cat: Do you think I should go back?
Nina: Cat.. he's only a man.
Cat: You don't understand...
Re: Riley's appartment"..I've only been here a few days.." It felt like she thought he was missing a lot of things, he's never lived in an apartment on his own, he's never even lived on his own before. Last time he was in an apartment all he did was pay for it and clean it and fix things when they broke, Claire brought everything (Even though he paid for it all) and she decided what went where. He never really was upset with how Claire had treated him.. not until he met Catherine, Claire just wanted to be around him because he would pay for anything she wanted, but Catherine.. she didn't know he had money, did she? And she was against him paying too much for her, she got him a drink once to, no one's gotten him something before when he's taken them out.. So what was it about Riley kept her wanting to be around him? He wished he knew.. she liked music, he went into the music store and there hundreds upon hundreds of CDs, he had no idea which ones she'd like. He hoped she liked him still.. he hoped she might even love him one day if he tried hard enough to make her feel wanted.. but why did she leave.. he was afraid to ask.
Now he wanted to see her apartment, he wanted to know how an apartment was meant to look in her eyes, he'd make his look better for her.. but really he hadn't thought he'd be staying here forever.. Maybe he was missing some important fact about Televisions, maybe it was something that normal people always have, he wanted to be normal.. if he got a TV, even if he never watched it, would that make him more normal?
"I don't need a lot of things Catherine.. I just need you." He felt so lost, his lips wanted to taste her, his hands wanting to hold her, his body wanted to pull her close against him. But why didn't she ever lean in to kiss him, why didn't she move to take his hand, why didn't she try and pull him close to her? He always felt as if he was forcing her to do things... he was always guiding her, never letting her decide on if she wants to do something or not.. be holding him or not... His hands slipped from hers and reached to one of the hidden necklaces about his neck, dropping her tags into his palm and staring down at them.
"I held onto them... everyday..." His fingers gently ran over the chain, after a moment the tips of his fingers softly stroked over her name as he stared down at her tag.
"After they took me away from you.. in the initiative, when you left my sight in the hall, I closed my eyes, you where the last thing I saw before they... and then you where the first thing I saw when I woke up." For some reason he couldn't say 'when they removed my memories' it hurt too much still, to talk about how his mind and memories where violated. He looked up at Catherine, one of his hands reaching over and gently stroking over her cheek with a smile before he let his hand fall away. For some reason that was very important to him, that she had been both the last thing he saw and the first face to greet him in the strange world he had waken to.
"You know, my every thought was of you... my love for you.. I never stopped loving you Catherine, even as early as when we where sitting down watching TV.. even before that.. I could feel it, I wanted to lean forward and kiss you then." His eyes awkwardly glanced back down at her tags, his fingers fiddling with them once more, he had thought she didn't want him to be part of her life because she gave him back the tags.. it's like giving back and engagement ring in Riley's mind. But part of him could understand why she left.. but another part couldn't, he had started to try and show her affection and she pulled away from him.. why?
He didn't even care right now, he wanted so desperately for her to lean towards him, but he knew she wouldn't, which made it more painful. His lips burned with the passionate desire just to taste her once more, but for some reason he was really upset at the thought that he had to be the one to begin the next kiss, like all the ones before. He wished they'd leave already, how can she expect him to cope just sitting here without trying to kiss her all over. He knew that his heart hurt from being away from her, but he hadn't truly realized just how much his body ached to have the tender sensation of her touch. As well as the powerful sensation he was overwhelmed with the night they shared their love and all those amazing emotions and powerful urges and uncontrollable desires...
Riley didn't realize the way he was staring at Catherine right now, he didn't know that all she had to do was look him in the eyes and she could so clearly see the trail of thoughts that ran through his mind. A longing desire of being with her, a desperate struggle to resist the powerful urge of her lips that seemed to be beckoning him almost teasingly by the fact they where just in his sight. She had said he was allowed to hold her longer back in his quarters after they showered, he never got to hold her, he never laid down beside her again after that.. He just wanted to reach out and pull her into his arms, he wanted her to understand just how much he missed her and how much he had been hurting to be without her..
"I don't have many clothes with me.. I hope this is alright, you didn't say what you wanted to do.." He was still waiting, she seemed more focused on his lack of TV then on answering his question about what she wanted to do. His eyes dropped down to her lips for a painful moment before dropping further to her arms, his eyes slowly moving over her top, he wasn't used to her wearing things like this.. she still looked breathless.. even if she was in a tattered shirt and torn jeans... she'd still be absolutely breath taking. She had tried to unbuckle his belt once though, and she had leaned in to kiss him when they where on his study chair.. so she has initiated some signs of affections.. but she just wanted to sleep with him at first to attempt to get his memory back hadn't she?
Only then she really made love with him, she had said she wanted him to show her his idea of love, he didn't do a very good job, and Riley knew as far as his art of love making was concerned he was very inexperienced and probably not at all any good. ...He couldn't help but think that the next time.. should there be another time, he'd try and be better for her, he'd try and make it better. He wouldn't be as tired, he wouldn't be her captor or have her locked away against her will.. next time if she gave him the chance, they'll make love because she wants to be with him.. He couldn't help but become further excited and eager and yet also nervous and anxious at the thought of being with her.. waking with her in his arms once more.. the adrenalin rushing through his system was an enticing drug that was threatening to break through what little self-control he was mustering.
Riley(about Catherine): I'm not losing her, I got her back once, I'll get her back again.
Re: Riley's appartment"..I've only been here a few days.." Maybe he'd meant to get more things then? When she'd first arrived here, in Washington she'd not had many things but she seemed to have aquired quite a lot of things over the past few months. It wasn't like she'd ever had money to spend on herself before so she could have been excused for spending quite a lot. It wasn't very good that Nina and Brad seemed to encourage her spending sprees. She got her own television in her room now, just a small one, she was going to spend this weeks wages on a DVD player. Cat had actually managed to save a few weeks worths (most of the contents of her shoe box) so she could afford to get it, but it didn't matter, she could buy it next week. Right now at the moment she'd much rather have this pretty white jumper which was unbelively soft to the touch .... that was as long as Riley liked it. She wanted him to reach out and run his fingers over the material, over her...
"I don't need a lot of things Catherine.. I just need you." She blushed, no one had ever talk to her like he did. It was sweet he was trying to get to know her where as most guys just thought if they grabbed hold of her and kissed her she'd just melt into their arms. She wasn't sure she wouldn't melt if he did more than just hold her hand but his grip suddenly slipped from hers as he let go of her. She felt him press her tags into her hands, his finger stroking over her name on the tags
"After they took me away from you.. in the initiative, when you left my sight in the hall, I closed my eyes, you where the last thing I saw before they... and then you where the first thing I saw when I woke up." She smiled slightly at the thought, but she had to speak, she had to make sure he knew she only did that because she didn't want him to die.
"You know, my every thought was of you... my love for you.. I never stopped loving you Catherine, even as early as when we where sitting down watching TV.. even before that.. I could feel it, I wanted to lean forward and kiss you then." He said he loved her? she felt a sudden surge of emotions run though her at the thought, she just wanted to fling her arms around him and hug him to her. But at the same time she felt that it wasn't fair, how comes he got to say 'I love you.' first, she'd wanted to say it to him ... but she could still say it couldn't she, it would still mean just as much wouldn't it.
Her eyes flicked over to him, her eyes widening slightly as she caught the expression in his eyes, there was something so hungry about them, he wanted to kiss her.. didn't he, he wanted to hold her? to ... to... She felt a faint flush covering her cheeks, her eyes dropping rather submissvley away from him. Her body was more then ready to return any affection he might bestow upon her, but he didn't seem to be acting upon whatever he was thinking about since his arms didn't reach out for her. She shivered slilghtly, maybe he was thinking about sliding the material ofher soft top upwards .... she blinked slightly, turning a shade redder as if convinced he could read her thoughts.
His comment about his clothes fell on rather deaf ears, her heart was pounding far too loudly in her ears for her to be able to hear him. She had to tell him ... had to tell him how she felt now.
Her body shifted position, he'd said he loved her so he wouldn't push her away ... right? Sliding her body in front of him, her knees resting one either side of his legs, while she like this, she was almost at eyes level with him though her eyes were a little above his.
'Riley.' Her new hair style meant that half her face was obscured behind her silky hair. 'You do understand .... don't you, I didn't have a choice.' Her hands moved to rest just below his shoulders. 'you'd have died, you'd have left my life forever, and I couldn't have lived with that, because ... Her head dipped slightly so her lips were almost on his ear, her warm breath stroking over his skin, leaning in close as if she was about to tell him a secret she didn't want anyone else to know. 'Because ... I love you.' She let her words sink in for a moment and when he didn't push her away she let her lips press against his cheek, her hands moving from his shoulders to cup his face, her kisses moving along untill she reached his mouth. Moving her lips against his as if to seal the agreement that she loved him.
Cat: Do you think I should go back?
Nina: Cat.. he's only a man.
Cat: You don't understand...
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The sudden shift of position caused his hand to move off to the sides as if somehow his hands just might hurt her by being near her. But as his eyes lifted slightly to look up at her, his hands itched desperately to close about her, the tingle rushing through his entire body was causing knots within his stomach and his muscles where all tense and yet hyper sensitive to her ever move and every touch.
'Riley.' His breathing had slowed and become extremely shallow, his eyes had been exploring the new change of her hairstyle that altered the look of her face but also made her eyes so much more captivating. Her voice pulled his wondering eyes towards her own that was staring back at him, she was talking to him, but it was so hard just to resist the over powering urge to just lean forward and kiss her.
'You do understand .... don't you, I didn't have a choice.' His mind honed slightly more to make sense of the words that flowed through between her lips, those wonderful, sweet tasting lips... He blinked very lightly as her hands moved to rest against his front, there was a barely noticeable twitch in his left leg from the flood of excitement that run through him at her being so close. It had been so many months since he's really felt the touch of any other, the bumping of shoulders, the simple brushing fingers while taking something from someone.. It just felt all wrong, if Catherine couldn't have his touch he went out of his way to prevent others from having it. Of course he understood why she had done what she had.. he was ready to give his life just to spend his last moments with her, but if their positions where swapped, he too would have chosen to leave her life knowing she'd live instead of selfishly keeping her by his side and watching her fade away and spend the last few weeks in agony.
'you'd have died, you'd have left my life forever, and I couldn't have lived with that, because ..." This wasn't fair, couldn't she understand the pain she was putting him through right now? His hands lost their struggle and slowly closed about her slender form, but where forced to be content simply in resting on her hips. He would have died by now if he had stayed with her, he didn't want to leave her, he didn't want anyone else in her life to die. He was all too willing to let her choose the path of his life if it would make her even the slightest bit happier. Riley's eyes closed slowly as she leaned closer to him, her lips right against his ear so he could feel the tickle of her warm breath that only served to excite the young man even further.
'Because ... I love you.' Opening his eyes, the first thought he felt creeping into his mind was.. in that moment his eyes where closed, had he fallen sleep? Her words echoed in his mind, then more powerfully through his body, especially the instant her lips touched his cheek. No one has ever said they loved him, sure his mother and his father, but that was different... this was so much different.. The air in his throat chocked as if it had suddenly become heavy and thick, but he managed to swallow the heavy air as her hands rested against his cheeks and his desperate wait for her kiss finally came to an end as her lips moved over to his. You love me?
It was silly, she couldn't hear his thoughts but he was so enjoying her kisses that he didn't want to speak, but at the same time it was like she was answering him with her kisses. There was a soft whisper of noise that escaped his throat yet didn't stand a chance of leaving his lips that where highly focused on her kisses. His hands glided slowly from her hips to move longingly up the soft fabric of her back, gently moving back down as his hands cherished the extra soft sensation of her jumper. His breathing quickened gently, both eager and yet also extremely shy, he wondered if she could feel how much he wanted her just by sitting so close against him like this..
He wasn't used to his body acting like this, he wasn't used to the emotions or the sensations that where overwhelming him, he wasn't used to the desperate need just to be allowed within her. He loved her so much and he was so confused over how she felt but now it was all different, everything was all so different, she said she loved him.
His hands become overly eager, his body leaning forward gently as his kisses grew deeper and the tips of his fingers inched beneath the soft fabric. His lips paused as his mind grew distracted solely on the silky soft touch of her skin, slowly his lips continued on their tender kisses. His kisses paused once again as his hands move up along the sides of her body, his fingers gently taking hold of Catherine's new top as he guided it off her body, neatly draping it over the arm of the couch as he leaned forward and kissed her once more. His breathing picked up slightly more as his hands explored the body of the woman who's been haunting his dreams ever since she left him.
His hands lowered down, pulling her body firmly against his and causing a muffled eager noise to escape the back of his throat once more but he was far too lost in his desire to be with her to speak. His kisses suddenly became even more passionate, his hands still exploring the curves of her form as his lips hungrily moved from her soft lips down her neck and to her shoulders. Slowly making their way back to her lips as he once again pulled her gently against him, he loved her so much, he missed her so much, he wanted her so much!
Riley(about Catherine): I'm not losing her, I got her back once, I'll get her back again.
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His hands seemed to instinctivley move to her hips as she spoke to him, she couldn't help blushing, he made a noise as if he was about to speak but his lips didn't leave hers, if anything he tugged her that little bit closer to him. His hands moving around to her back, she suddenly realised exactly how much she'd missed his touch, his caress, his body. Her eyes opened to look at him, the man she'd chosen to have by her side, and at the same time to be next to him whenever he wanted her to be there, to watch over him when he was asleep and to cheer him up when he was down.
She understood now what he meant when he talked about love, it was so much more then she'd ever realised even when she'd realised she was falling for him. Her hands smoothed across the skin of his cheeks, her fingers drawing down and around by the sides of his eyes.
His hands suddenly changed their course, dipping beneath her top, his fingers touching her, spreading out across her skin, feeling as if he was setting fire to her. She shifted slightly, moving a little closer to him, as he tugged her towards him, he seemed almost desperate to hold her against him, but she couldn't understand why he was different this time, why he seemed so determined to hold her and kiss her this way.
She felt his hands lifting the top from her body, his lips moving back to hers the next second, as his hands discarded the top on the arm of the couch, then moving back to her body to send shivers of desire though her.
His arms suddenly pulled her more completley up against him, his kisses increasing in passion leaving Catherine feeling as if she was slowly sinking into him. She could feel he wanted her, his lips leaving her mouth to trail down the side of her neck to the sensative spot on her shoulder. She felt a sudden gasp in her exhale of air as she breathed outwards. There were little flames running over her skin where he kissed her.
Her hands dropped to his shoulders, her body pulling back a little way from him, her lips parting from his. Her eyes moved down from his, her hands at his collar, her fingers suddenly rather shakey as she un did first one button, then dropping down to open another. Her gaze lifting back to his eyes so he could see she was trying to please him, the palms of her hands pressing against his smooth taught cheast
Cat: Do you think I should go back?
Nina: Cat.. he's only a man.
Cat: You don't understand...
Re: Riley's appartment
The pressure of her pressing against him eased as she inched back a little, his breathing quickened though he had soft shallow breaths. His eyes closed as he could feel her fingers fiddling with his buttons, taking a moment before he looked down at her small hands. The ghostly tingles of her hands that had traced across his face lingered, his eyes watching for a bit as she undid some of his buttons, his eyes slowly looking back up at her. She had looked up at him now, the palms of her hands pressing against him, when he breathed his chest would press against her palms.
His hands fidgeted anxiously, dropping from her form and resting on her thighs, he leaned forward slightly, removing his jacket and shirt fully. Dropping them neatly on the floor by the couch, his body leaning into hers, his arms wrapping about her. His head tucked down against her shoulder, he missed her so much.. pulling away slightly, his eyes peering down at his lap, it hurt so much, he wanted to pull her against him again, but he had hurt he last time, hadn't he? His eyes moved over to her lap, his body knew what he wanted, he wanted to be inside her, but his heart couldn't take the knowledge that he'd be hurting her again. One of his hands moved up so his palm rested against her cheek, his other hand traveling back to her thigh, gently moving back and forth across the harder fabric of her jeans compared to that of her soft top.
"I love you, now and forever, I will always be in love with you." He didn't let her respond, his lips stopped any chance of her speaking, one hand wrapped around her, another reached out to help as he twisted his body about with Catherine still on him, his legs moving up onto the couch so he could lay back, resting his head on the red pillow he had slept on the night before.
"Where you go I want to go, where you are I want to be, I need you as much as I want you and I want you as much as I love you." His left hand moved from her cheek, his fingers running down her side lightly, his right hand soon mimicking on the other side of her body. Creeping down her sides, his larger hands resting just below her hips, his deep kisses seeming to demand her lips, his hands gently pulling her more firmly against him. He was so ready to be with her again, so ready to have her, but was she ready for him after how he had hurt her before?
"You don't have to.. I can just hold you, you said I was allowed to hold you but I never got to.. I missed you, I missed you so much it hurt all the time and everyone else had the ones they loved and I was alone because the one I loved wasn't with me.. and I just missed you so much.." He had been very upset last time they had done this though, even Catherine had been upset hadn't she? He shows her how much he loves her and he caused her pain instead. His hands cupped her cheeks as his kissed her between every few words while he spoke, it was so hard to believe this was real, to think she was here, with him, making him feel like this again. They could just lay here, she knew that right? She could lay in his arms if she just wanted to do that, if she didn't want him to hurt her again. They could ignore what his body was demanding, he didn't mind, he would cope for her, he could deal with the pain of not being inside her.. He just wanted her to be happy.. he wanted them to be happy.. he wanted them to be happy together.
Riley(about Catherine): I'm not losing her, I got her back once, I'll get her back again.
Re: Riley's appartment
Her hands helped him slip his jacket and shirt from, his body, his torso looked exactly the same as it had when she'd been intimate with him last time, except his skin was a little more tanned, he must have been outside in the sun this summer. she suddenly wished so much she'd been there with him, but she could make it up to him now couldn't she?
She could feel his hand running over her leg, part of her wanted him to stop torturing her like this but the rest more than happy to feel his touch. Her eyes lifted to his, didn't he understand what he was doing to her? She inched her body closer to his, her hands finding his shoulders again, her hands slipping around his neck.
"I love you, now and forever, I will always be in love with you." She wanted to say something similar but his lips didn't give her a chance as his arm snaked around her waist and his position shifted so he was lying on the couch, pulled her down from her sitting position as he laid backwards. It felt very odd to be lying ontop of him.
"Where you go I want to go, where you are I want to be, I need you as much as I want you and I want you as much as I love you." His fingers trailed down her skin as he spoke, his hands resting against her hips as he tugged her against him. But after he spoke again his hands seemed to hesitate, maybe he'd changed his mind or maybe he thought he was pressuring her into being with him. She let her head rest against his chest, her cheek lightly pressing against him, her fingertips traced across his cheast though, her eyes watching their movement.
Cat: Do you think I should go back?
Nina: Cat.. he's only a man.
Cat: You don't understand...
There was a steady slow in passion which left Riley slightly confused and partly disappointed.. didn't she want to be with him again? He wished he could pretened he didn't want to be with her now, he didn't want her to think she had to do this form him, but it wasn't fair because his body gave away his desire to be with her, especially now since she was laying upon him like this. Her finger began to trace over his skin, he wanted to tell her to stop so badly, she was exciting him still and yet didn't seem to be doing anything about it and it didn't feel fair.
"It's impossible to find someone who is perfect... but we can find someone with all their imperfections, and see them perfectly." He knew that she thought he had everything, she had basically yelled it out at him inthe top of her lungs, but he wasn't perfect, he spent the past 8 years of his life underground being pumped with drugs.. Riley's eyes closed after spending a moment staring up at the white ceiling, why didn'y she want to be with him again? Was she still upset he had hurt her.. he wasn't going to complain, he wanted her to choose this next step on her own.. He had a feeling if he made the move, she'd let him, let him enter her like he had done so long ago... But he was so tired of being the one starting all these things, if she really loved him she'd have her way with him without him having to always insist.
He thought she was perfect, she was perfect because she was loyal, she was so passionate, and she knew what she wanted and she'd go out of her way to get it... even if sometimes she got lost on the way, eventually she'd find the right path again. He loved her so much, he could spend forever with her..
His fingers traced over her smooth skin on her back, sometimes stroking over her hair, slowly his fingers moving tenderly down to her lower back, tracing down her spine. He could still feel the eagerness of his body as she lay over him, it was almost embarressing now, if she wasn't going to make love with him he wished she'd let this stir of emotions fade because he wasn't used to his body acting this way.
"I see you perfectly.. I know we have our fights.. and our misunderstandings.. but I will always love you.. I will always be here for you when you need me.. or when you want me.. Everything I have is already yours.." His fingers continued to trace along her wondrously soft skin, his eyes looking down at her, scanning over the top of her head, his lips moving to pres lightly against her soft hair before leaning back against the pillow once more.
Riley(about Catherine): I'm not losing her, I got her back once, I'll get her back again.
Re: Riley's appartment"It's impossible to find someone who is perfect... but we can find someone with all their imperfections, and see them perfectly." She didn't understand why he'd stopped kissing her, she didn't think it was proabably because he wanted to assure himself of her want to be with him. Maybe she was doing something wrong, she tried to think of what it could be.
"I see you perfectly.. I know we have our fights.. and our misunderstandings.. but I will always love you.. I will always be here for you when you need me.. or when you want me.. Everything I have is already yours.." Her dark eyes blinked down into his, this was all so hard for her to try and figure out. Her hands stopped in their wanderings, occuring to her that she probably should just ask him what was wrong, he'd tell her then wouldn't he.
'We don't have to do this if you've changed your mind ... it's just that ...' She wanted to say he wasn't holding her any more or kissing her, she could feel his hands running up and down her spine ... but he just didn't seem as into it as he had been before. 'But ... but if you haven't ...' She lowered her head so she could ask him this without having look at him she was blushing so furiously. 'Could we .. go to your room. I don't want to mess up your sofa.' Her head pressed against his shoulder, hoping he understood what she was asking him because there had been blood last time hadn't there.. her blood and his sofa looked expensive and it was embaressing to even think about it.
Cat: Do you think I should go back?
Nina: Cat.. he's only a man.
Cat: You don't understand...
Re: Riley's appartment"..I'll never change my mind, about you or anything else we do together, and couches come and go.. but you're forever, they came be replaced, you can not." All the same Riley's quiet voice of assurance was followed by him slowly sitting up, and then scooping her up into his arms. The way he was holding her, his hands guiding her legs about his waist and then lacing together so he was supporting her from beneath while her arms wrapped about his neck. His lips where lightly kissing hers as he moved over towards his room, he hadn't noticed until now that his room was a little cooler then the main area, since that was the only part that was constantly heated.
Riley knelled forward onto his bed, placing her down gently onto the bed once he pushed the dark red covers aside, his room wasn't really large, smaller then the one back at the initiative. His room was completely empty aside from the two small side tables beside his bed, the painting above his bed and the closet with all his clothes. He did have two lamps on his side tables though, turning each one on to give a soft golden glow to the room. His knees where now on either side of her legs, leaning forward slightly so his hands could snake about her back and unclip her bra, it was in better condition then the one she wore when they first made love, he liked how she was buying herself new things. Gently pulling the black bra that had white embroidered threads from her, letting it fall to the side of the bed as his lips moved down to the center of her chest.
Slowly his lips lowered towards her stomach, eventually moving down to remove her shoes, nice black ankle boots, so much more feminine then her cat boots. His hands soon focusing on her jeans, his fingers undoing the buttons, then slowly pulling the zip down as he inched himself further down the bed. His fingers lightly began to pull both the last two items of clothing from her legs, the tips of his fingers dragging down her skin as he removed them. Leaning over, he pulled the soft warm blanket over her now naked form, smiling rather shyly from where he stood at the end of the bed as he unbuckled his belt. Was it normal to still be shy and nervous even though he has done this with her before?
Pulling the belt from about his waist, Riley undid the single button of his jeans and then lowered the zip, it was so hard to focus on himself when he was so eager to be with Catherine. Bending down as he removed the jeans, socks and underwear all in one go, Riley's head looked up and grinned as his hand lifted the blanket from the bottom of the bed so he could creep in under the covers. His hands moved up her legs and slowly shifted to her sides so they continued to glide up along her ribs. He had a cut along the back of his right calf from when he had been running from the initiative at the station, he couldn't feel it and had forgotten about it but would rather not have to explain how he got it just yet, though she most likely could not have seen it.
When had managed to carefully make his under the covers towards her, his body moving over hers and slowly finding his place. He had a playful grin about him as he kissed her, he missed her so much and he had almost forgotten just how truly beautiful she was. In truth he was also rather nervous, but his arms wrapped about her as he rolled onto his side, holding her close against him as his left hand reached for her cheek, taking his place of comfort as his kissed her, gently stroking aside any of her stray hair.
Riley(about Catherine): I'm not losing her, I got her back once, I'll get her back again.
Re: Riley's appartment"..I'll never change my mind, about you or anything else we do together, and couches come and go.. but you're forever, they came be replaced, you can not." It was nice to know but she'd still rather not ruin his sofa, she felt him push himself upright, forcing her body with him then the next second he wrapped his arms around her and lifted her from the couch. He guided her legs around his waist ... he'd held her like this before hadn't he? back in the initiative she could feel a sort of nervous excitement run through her as he carried her to his room and drawing the covers aside laid her down upon the bed.
It was somehow different this time, it was the same yet completely dissimilar, she decided it was probably because her body understood what was going to happen, she knew what if felt like to let him inside her. Her eyes followed him as he turned on the lights bathing his form in a warm golden glow, propping herself up on her elbows underneath him. She found herself fighting back a sudden urge to just leap on him, her mind might be a little apprehensive over what was about to happen but her body didn't seem to be sharing in her thoughts.
She watched as he leaned towards her, his hands slipping around her to unclip her bra, pulling it free from her body. Her skin shivered as he dropped his head to kiss her, his lips then wandering down along her stomach. She made a frustrated sound in the back of her throat she hadn't meant to make and let her head and body drop back down on the bed.
Her eyes closed for a long moment, feeling the tips of his fingers against the skin of her thighs and legs, her eyes flicked open as he pulled his covers over her form, obscuring her body from sight. She watched him as he moved away from her to the foot of the bed, his bed was so large if she’d have thrown her arms out wide her fingers wouldn’t have touched either side. She couldn’t help feeling almost lost without Riley being there next to her, her eyes shyly watched him through partly lowered lids as he pulled his belt free then removed his trousers.
The next second he’d ducked down beneath the covers and she could feel his hands against her legs, gliding upwards as he moved further towards her, air rushing into her lungs as she breathed in sharply, his hands were running up her ribs now, it wasn’t fair, why was he allowed to torture her like this. But she didn’t want him to stop, pain or no pain, she wanted him, wanted him inside her … now
She didn’t realise she had the same power over him, she would come to realise it, knowing she could tease him if she felt inclined to the point of beyond distraction but at the moment she was wasn’t thinking about that as he rolled her onto her side, his lips finding hers.
Catherine only had one free hand since the other was pinned between her and the covers but she lifted her other one to rest on his neck to pull his lips closer against hers. Her lips left his, wandering across his cheek and down his neck to his shoulder, feeling her left foot move to stroke against his lower leg. Her lips wandered down a little more to press against his chest.
Cat: Do you think I should go back?
Nina: Cat.. he's only a man.
Cat: You don't understand...
Re: Riley's appartment
Their lips parted, but her kisses moved to his cheek, his breathing quickened as he could feel her legs touching his, then her lips began to shifted further down, pressing against his chest. She had kissed him like that one after they had made love, the air in his lungs got all tangled within his throat at the thought. Part of him wanted to just pin her down to the bed and make love to her right away, to let his lips move across her shoulder. She was so close, it was painful, his stomach knotted up in anxiously, he was getting so desperate for her.. was she teasing him?
Wasn't back on the couch enough for her, his body was screaming for her, he rolled partially onto his back as she had kissed his chest. His hands weren't able to explore her form a great deal last time they did this, he was so scared he'd hurt her with his weight he had put all his effort into supporting himself. Closing his eyes, Riley's chest began to rise and fall more noticably as he focused on his breathing, his hands moving to caress her shoulders in a feeble attempt of satisfying his hungry desires with that simple touch.
Riley(about Catherine): She's my desert rose, a wondrous soul brought up in a harsh environment
Re: Riley's appartment
She felt him shift his position so he was lying upon his back, did that mean he wanted her to keep kissing him like this, she could feel him taking deeper breaths as she continued to caress the skin of his chest with her lips. She wanted to learn everything there was to know about the contours of his body, the plane of his chest.
His hands were suddenly on her shoulders, against her skin but there was something slightly distracted about them. Part of her realised she was perhaps only investigating his torso in such detail because she was putting off the inevitable. She was worried that it had hurt because she was so much smaller than him, she wished she wasn't only five foot four, if she was six foot they might not have this problem.
After a few minutes her lips wandered back upto his face showering him with kisses, laying her hands on his shoulders her lips dipping to kiss him passionatley on the lips, her hands moving to cup his face. It was easy to feel her hands trembling slightly, partly because she could feel her body clamouring out for him and in part that she was aprehensive as to if she was going to be in pain again.
'Riley.' Her lips pulled away from his, her face hiding away from him slightly, burried in the pillow next to his face, her words partly muffled by the presence of the pilliow against her lips. 'I'm scared .... Please.. please try an not hurt me.'
Cat: Do you think I should go back?
Nina: Cat.. he's only a man.
Cat: You don't understand...
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It was so impossibly tormenting to have her lips lingering across his chest, he was so excited and anxious, his where emotions fiercely rushing through him. When her lips moved back to his face, the hunger in his kisses was almost desperate. Her hands had a slight tremble to them, much like his own by they where going out of their way in an attempt to hide their shaky touch.
'Riley.' His head and leaned forward slightly as she pulled away, just struggling to get that tiny bit longer moment with her lips. But then gave a rather confused glance as her face buried down beside him into his pillow.. what was she doing?
'I'm scared .... Please.. please try an not hurt me.' He was glade she was't looking at him because his first instant reaction to her words as that of utmost heartbreak, she was still upset with him for her hurt.. of course she'd be upset but.. did she have to tease him like that and then wait till now to bring it up?
"I'm sorry.." He wasn't sure what to say, would he promise not to hurt her, what if that's what it's always going to be like, he ignored the flood of desperation in his body to be with her and looked off towards the wall away from her. Maybe he was forcing her into this, maybe she didn't want to be with him right now.. he felt so guilty as well.. was she only doing this because he was eager to show her how much he loved and missed her?
"...I don't want to hurt you.. I don't want to force you into this, we can wait until you are ready.." It wasn't fair, she can't work him up like this then pull out, it hurt, but he didn't want to hurt her and he didn't want to force her into making love to him, he didn't want that at all. His arm lay beside her as his eyes looked about the ceiling, then to her, then the wall off to the side, before returning to her finally, his fingers stroking against her soft skin as she thought.. he could just no move, maybe he was too rough with her, maybe if he didn't move she wouldn't hurt..
Riley(about Catherine): She's my desert rose, a wondrous soul brought up in a harsh environment
Re: Riley's appartment"I'm sorry.." He was sorry? what was he sorry about? It wasn't like it was his fault, he was just ... well perfect. She was sure it was nothing he'd been doing, it was her, she wished she'd not said anything to him now, she hadn't meant to upset him. "...I don't want to hurt you.. I don't want to force you into this, we can wait until you are ready.." Force her? He thought he was forcing her? He'd hardly chained her to the bed or anything, the way he was speaking was almost as if he felt like he were rape her or something not just express his love for her.
Her head lifted back up from the pillow again something quite angry flashing in her eyes, proving that the old Cat was still around even if she was just lurking under Catherine's new exterior. She lifted her body up off him, her legs scruntching up under her as she kneeled next to him. Her hands moved to press all her weight down on his shoulders, trying to pin him down even though he could easily have sat up at any point. She shifted her position, trying to ignore the fact her body was screaming out for him and concentrate on his face.
'Look Riley, if I didn't want to be here I wouldn't have come here, and if I didn't want you to undress me I wouldn't let you touch me and if I didn't want to make love to you, would I be here in you bed at the moment?.' She lifted one hand free from him to bush her hair free from one eye, tucking it behind her ear but it promptley fell free and moved back to where it had been. 'I love you Riley .... you don't understand how many times I've wanted to be here with you, like this. Why do you always think your forcing me to do something I don't want to.' She was killing the romance but she had to make him understand. 'I'm not a child... I make my own choices.' She let her legs uncurl, streatching out in his bed her body, lying sideways a fraction from his. 'And I've chosen.' She let one of her hands moved over to behind his neck to pull him towards her. 'To be here with you.' Her unblinking gaze rested on him before her eyes shut as she pressed her lips against his.
Cat: Do you think I should go back?
Nina: Cat.. he's only a man.
Cat: You don't understand...
Re: Riley's appartment
He knew he had said something wrong the instant he caught a glimpse of her eyes... not that this was rare or anything, he was always saying something to get her upset.. A wave of disappointment for the feel of her body pulling away from his, self-anger for speaking when he knew he always got her upset by saying things and finally fear at that she was about to walk out of his life once more. He propped himself up slightly on his elbows as she knelled beside him, but then was rather confused as she seemed to attempt to pin him down to the bed.. that was kind of cute, he would have smiled if he wasn't on the verge of getting yelled at.
'Look Riley, if I didn't want to be here I wouldn't have come here, and if I didn't want you to undress me I wouldn't let you touch me and if I didn't want to make love to you, would I be here in you bed at the moment?' But she had to realize when she leaves it for him to always begin things, start the first kiss, have the first move to make love to her.. that he'd begin to worry she was only letting him have his way and that he'd grow doubtful on if it was what she truly wanted. They both had to share the moments and share the love, no one's held him, no ones slept naked against him, it was all so new and he was so overwhelmed that he wasn't sure if he was coming on too strongly at times.
'I love you Riley .... you don't understand how many times I've wanted to be here with you, like this. Why do you always think your forcing me to do something I don't want to.' ..She loves him.. that's the second time she's ever said that, and even though she was yelling at him his body began to cry for her one more.. When he told her he liked her, she had basically fled the nightclub and what life he had began to build, and since his live evolved around her that was promptly destroyed. Then there was the first time he had said he loved her.. she had rushed to the other side of the room in a panicked state of fear.. that rather hurt him..
'I'm not a child... I make my own choices.' One of which caused her to leave his life, she had to figure that has left him rather lost, he still didn't understand fully WHY she left him.. as it just because he couldn't remember her.. because he had become affectionate towards her and then he calls her drunk even though he started showing her signs of affection BEFORE they even got to the nightclub.. Catherine's form seemed to stretch out once more beside him, she was so close to him, he wanted to pounce on her before she had a chance to pull away again.
'And I've chosen.' As her hand moved about his neck, gently guiding him towards her, his body rolling slightly onto his side. She's chosen.. ..she chose him? No one has never spoken to him like this before, it was wonderful and strange and he just wanted her so much more then ever before..
'To be here with you.' His eyes stared back at her with surprise, taking a moment before his hands reached for her hip, his eyes closing as she pulled her towards him. Slowly his hand moved down, his fingers lightly gliding down to her thighs.. she loved him.. She was the only one who ever really knew him, they've already been through so much.. most of which was pain.. surely there had to be happier times ahead? His body pressed lightly against her, causing his senses to go wild and his breath catching in his throat as he kissed her, a shiver ran right through his body to his hands and lingering in the tips of his fingers.
His body slowly began to rub against her as his hand pulled her softly closer against him, the rhythm of his movements continuing, his kisses growing more passionate. For a short moment, he became uncertain, it still felt strange to be doing this, no matter how wonderful and right it felt. 'I love you Riley..'
His arms wrapped about her yet again as he then pulled her top of him while he rolled onto his back. His hands cupping her cheeks for a moment while he kissed her, but siddenly he felt very valnurable, he didn't have her shoulder to hide in, she'd see the confusion of overwhelming emotions and extreme pleasure he felt while being with her. Shutting his eyes as he could feel himself gently moving into her, his breathing seeming to catch each time he breathed out, a soft whisper of a moan in the very back of his throat. It felt strange to have her on top of him, she was so light and felt so marvelous it was hard to believe they where at this moment once more, he had forgotten how tremendously incredible it felt, it was almost a relief to share his love with her, as if should he hold it in for too long it might burst inside of him.
He had hurt her last time and he really didn't want to do that again, maybe if he didn't put his weight on her she wouldn't hurt as much? Both of Riley's hands moved across her back rather lost on what they can do, caressing her body as his own gently moved beneath her. Was he hurting her? He was so confused, why was she doing this if it hurt her? Was it him... maybe he was doing something wrong.. his eyes closed, he didn't understand why she had to hurt while he did this, it felt amazing for him, he felt greedy, wanting more passion, he wished he could take away all her pain..
There was a fog of confusion, desire, worry and devotion all mingling together within his eyes as they opened and desperately struggled to focus on if he was hurting her, his lips soon moving to feverishly kiss her where ever his lips could reach without too much of a struggle.
Riley(about Catherine): She's my desert rose, a wondrous soul brought up in a harsh environment
Re: Riley's appartment
He didn't say anything and for a moment she wasn't sure if she'd said something wrong, but his hand was reaching out for her hip, pulling her lower body against his. Then there was the gentle movement of his body against hers as his lips found hers. Now that wasn't fair, she could feel him against her and he wasn't in her. Her hand which was resting on his arm suddenly gripped him rather hard as her body protested. It was quite frightening all this, she didn't remember her body being that receptive to him last time they'd been together but then she hadn't realised what maiking love was about.
His body rolled onto his back, effortlessly moving her as well so she was laying upon his front, her chest against his. Her rather suprised eyes looking down at his, loosing the battle not to kiss him, her head dropping to his lips. Her attentions on his lips wavering sddenly as she felt him move slightly on the bed, shifting his position, then the next second she could feel him pushing into her. Her lips were still partially against his own she'd paused in her kissing, waiting for a stab of pain like she'd felt before, rather suprised when it didn't come, it was a very alien feeling to her but no pain. There was a confused look in her eyes that was swiftly replaced with a clouded look of passion as he pushed his hips up against hers.
It was hard to belive he was actually here with her, inside her, she wasn't sure how to do this though, being ontop of him, did that make anything different? She could feel his hands on her back, could feel him moving inside her, every time he moved she could feel a hot flush running though her from inbetween her legs, spreading outwards through her body.
She could feel his lips on hers, her face, her neck. Cat's hands moving to his face caressing him as best she could, was this what he'd felt last time they'd been together. Her body shivered slightly, this was all so wonderfully torturus to her. Her head dropped to his shouder slightly then raised, she wanted to kiss him, her body having to shift forwards to kiss him.
It sent a cascade of feelings through her, just that one simple movement, her lips seemed to have forgotten what they were supposed to be doing, her dark eyes staring down at him. Her body seemed to have taken over her mind since it carried on with the movement she'd began even though she hadn't conciously asked it to. Every time he moved her body would move to shift against his, her eyes simply staring down into his for a few moments, lost in everything he was doing. She blinked and blushed slightly, shifting her head into where his shoulder was but her body didn't stop moving.
Cat: Do you think I should go back?
Nina: Cat.. he's only a man.
Cat: You don't understand...
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