Spending the Night Together
As they approached the room, Riley hovered in front of Catherine and held up his hand for her to wait a moment, with a shy smile he hurried into the room. Only moment passed until he had quickly reappeared, moving towards her and taking hold of both her hands. He walked backwards into the room as he lead in, her X-Force Unifrom was folded neatly on the spare bed. Obviously Riley covered all corners on what she might need, a new set of underwear, bra, shirt, pants, right down to new socks, but all where black as if to match the colour of her uniform.
The room was dimly lit again, Riley had checked to make sure her things where here and that they where able to have the rest of the night uninterupted. He was glade, because he missed holding her, he missed kissing her.. she was right there beside him the whole time and he has never truly missed her so much. As the door slid closed, Riley stood in front of Catherine, his eyes seemingly distracted with his own fingers as they reached up and traced lightly across the soft skin of her cheeks.
"You're so beatiful Catherine.." He's never wante to hold her so desperately before.. she was right here and yet it seemed she was so far away. His voice remained soft as he talked with her, almost as if should he talk too loudly then he might damage her some how.
"I love you so much that.. it hurts when you're close, but not close enough.." His eyes seemed to have passed over her eyes and then where unable to move anywhere else, he leaned closer as if to kiss her, but his fingers stroked over her lips as if to stop him from going any further..
Her eyes glanced nervously up and down the corridor, incase someone should pass by and steal her away before he got chance to come back out again, but they didn't and she wasn't and a moment later he reapeared. She looked down at her hands as he took hold of them, leading her into the room, her eyes travelled over to the bed which was obviously designated for her. Her eyes lighting upon the clothes which had been neatly folded and placed upon the sheets.
She heard the door slide shut behind her, closing and shutting the pair of them in ... but to her it felt more like the rest of the initiatve were being shut out. She moved a little closer to him as he lifted his hands to stroke his fingers over her cheeks.
'I love you so much that.. it hurts when you're close, but not close enough.' She tilted her head so she could look up into his face, feeling his fingers now upon her lips.
'Not close enough?' She said leaning in a little more, her hands lifting to his chest, resting, she could feel his heart pounding just below his skin.
Don't frown, you never know who might be falling in love with your smile
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Shifting his gaze from her eyes to her hands, her words just an echo in his mind as his right hand left her cheek and the tips of his fingers stroked over the back of her hands as they pressed against the muscles of his chest. Catherine had moved closer to him, his stomach felt knotted up again as it had used to do when he was first trying to hold her. It was like he was new to her touch all over again, he had leaned down further, both his hands gently grasping Catherines and guiding them from his chest to around his neck.
"..It still hurts." The quiet whisper was softly spoke into her ear, his way of telling her she was still too far away from him. His arms wrapped around her like they had once done earlier, pulling her up against him, his eyes closed and hidden against her silky skin on her neck. His left hand moved away from supporting her against him, reaching for the wall as he took a few slow steps towards it. Yet again his hand found the panel and his finger tapped against the button to lock the door from the inside. Catherine's back had been rested against the wall as he looked towards the panel to make sure he was pushing the right button.
When he looked back at her, Catherine's eyes where now almost leveled with his, Riley could barely understand what he was feeling right now.. he adored her.. look at her looking back at him like that. And her lips.. he missed the taste of her lips.. his fingers dragged lightly down her arms to rest over her bandages. He began to remove both of them, unwrapping them with a slow, gentle grace that required a lot of patience - which he seemed to possess a great deal of. Once the wrapping where removed, only faint marks could be seen over the smooth skin, the healing ointment he had used obviously having done its job well. He didn't seem keen on moving from where they have ended up, because he simply allowed the strips of fabric to be tossed aside for later disposal, ignoring them laying on the floor where he would have normally pounced on and hurried off to wash them.
Riley's hands moved down to her thighs, the feel of the fabric of her her uniforms pants almost an intrusion on his sense of touch. He didn't want his hands to be concerned with holdup her safely, Riley's eyes hovered back up to Catherine's gaze as he shifted the position of her legs.. guiding them around him. With her legs helping hold her against him, his lower body pressing agaisnt her own simply to help hold her up, he let his hands travel back to her own smaller more delicate ones. For some reason it had taken a great deal of effort to try and not move his body against her, everything inside of him was screaming to press against her... Raising them so their where now against the wall, slightly held above her head, the palm of his hands savouring the feel of her silky soft skin as he glided them down her arm, then back up slowly, his fingers gently stroking against her as his hand moved. Leaning his head forward, resting it almost peacefully against her shoulder as his eyes where closed, his mind focusing on the feel of her skin.. he's never held something so soft before..
"Catherine.." He had that tone of voice again, the one where he was about to ask an unexpected question that had once caught Catherine off guard. His eyes where again in front of hers, looking at her as if he was still trying to figure out how he was going to ask her whatever it was he wanted to ask.. But the words seemed to catch in his throat, his eyes lowered and looked away from her, he shouldn't have to ask how she felt about him.. He could tell without a doubt that she at least liked him.. but it's different.. to tell someone you like them.. it makes everything so different.. so much more real.
But whatever question he may have wanted to ask, he avoided it by letting his lips press against her, maybe if he thought it enough.. maybe he poured every ounce of what he felt into his kiss.. Maybe the words would form in her mouth.. or Maybe he'd never hear her say them.
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She felt him lift her arms, sliding them around his neck at the same moment she realised, or rather it struck her for the first time how serious this whole thing was. When he said he loved her he meant it, she could see it in his eyes, read it in every line of his body.
'...It still hurts.' She found herself gazing into his eyes with something close to adoration for him, her cheeks darkened slightly, her face moving in a little closer to his, her lips only inches from his.
'What hurts?' She asked, the thumb of one hand stroking on the back of his neck at the same moment she felt his arms encircle her, pulling her up and against him, his head pressed into her smooth neck. . Her cheeks flushed redder at this as he stepped backwards, looking across and down she saw he fiddle around with several of the buttons on the pannel, the red light which had been there last time they were in the room went on again. She relaxed slightly against him knowing noone could walk in now, she felt a small shiver trace through her at the thought that the two of them were all alone. She hoped he wasn't finding her too heavy to carry, her hands slipped to rest on his shoulders, her back pressed against the wall behind her.
She looked across at him as he pressed her more securley against the wall, letting him take hold of one of her hands with his larger ones, slowly removing the bandages, his touch making her skin tingle. She didn't even glance down to see that her skin was almost completley healed, her eyes were still locked onto his even though he'd been looking at her bandages.
Cat felt his hands drop to her thighs and then suddenly her feet were lifted off the floor, his strong arms lifting her legs and placing them around his waist so she was almost sitting on his hipsshe didn't like it at first, afraid that he'd drop her, tightening her grip around his neck but as she realised he wasn't going to let her fall she relaxed again. She let him take hold of her hands lifting them slightly above her head, feeling a hot flush run though her as his hands moved over her soft skin, her legs closing that little bit tighter around his waist. His head moved to rest against her shoulder, her warm breath on the back of his neck.
'Catherine...' His head lifted from her neck again, his eyes looking into hers, then his lips touched hers but there was something different in his lips as if he were telling ehr something, her hands dropped from the wall above her to rest around his neck again, her lips breaking from his again. She didn't really understand what she was feeling, she just knew she wanted Riley a lot, and she wanted him to come back with her tomorrow and she never wanted him to stop holding her like this.
'Riley? ...' She murmured, feeling another hot flush tremble though her, he was making her feel how he had before when they'd sat together in the chair, her breathing was slightly quicker than it had been before. 'Riley ...' She tightened her grip about his neck, her eyes only looking up slightly into his. 'I ... I li ...' She went quiet for a minute, she didn't know how to express what she was feeling, her eyes dropped embaressed from his then she looked back at him. 'I really like you.' Her fingers messing with the small hairs at the top of his head where his hair ended. 'You are coming back to Xavier's arn't you?' She knew she didn't want this if she was never going to see him again ... or maybe she did if this was going to be the last time she saw him then this would be her only chance to be with him. And if he didn't come back with her, she knew she'd never be able to find him, or the initiative again, maybe she'd rather stay here in the initiative, as a captive with him rather than go back to Xavier's without him. She'd give up her friends and freedom, even fresh air and daylight which she had previsouly taken for granted for the whole of her life.
Her eyes seemed even darker in the dim light of the room and they were trained on him waiting for an answer to her question, feeling her heart beating rapidly in her chest as she did so.
Don't frown, you never know who might be falling in love with your smile
Re: Spending the Night Together 'I ... I li ... I really like you.' He could barely feel the touch of her fingers, he eyes now just watching her.. as if expecting to suddenly wake from a dream.. She seemed slightly embarressed.. shy.. honest.. she just told him she liked him - no - 'really' liked him.. that made all the difference..
'You are coming back to Xavier's arn't you?' The only response he seemed able to give her was a rather dazed and slight nod of his head, as if replying to a very simple question.. she said she - really - liked him.. He leaned closer to her, he had to kiss her, he couldn't speak, he had to taste her lips just once before he continued on..
"I want to spend every day with you.. where ever you are.. I want to be there.. beside you, I want to hold you.. kiss you.. I want to be there.. with you.. everyday. Catherine.. I could hold you every day... for the rest of my life I could hold you.." The eagerness in his tone was hard to hide, he wanted to tell her.. he wanted to tell her everything he'd love to do with her. He wanted her to know how he felt and what he wanted and what he wanted her to tell him, he wanted to say so much.. do so much with her..
"I love you Catherine.. an I want to give you everything.." His forehead rested on the wall just beside her head, gently leaning it against the side of her own head as he continued to speak.
"..I want to give you everything I have.." As if his body was just seeing her response, pressing so lightly against her, his eyes closed at the sensation running suddenly through him as he held her.
"Every part of me.. is yours." His soft kisses traced along her neck, his mind racing along with his heart.. he wanted to hold her so close.. but he was holding her close.. she was right against him.. could she hear his thoughts? Should she feel them in his touch? ..Could she tell he was in love with her without him having to always tell her?
Re: Spending the Night Together 'I want to give you everything I have.' She felt her own arms wrap closer about his neck, her cheek pressing against his, her breath tickling his ear. Her lips pressed against the skin of his cheek in a simple sign of affection.
'Every part of me.. is yours.' She closed her legs more firmly around his waist as if she was worried that someone was about to come and tear him away from her. She could feel his lips on her neck, her breath snagging in her throat.
'Riley.' She whispered her voice very low, lifting her hands to run them through his hair, stopping at the top of his neck. She pulled him passionatley against her lips, she'd never kissed anyone like this before but her body seemed to have taken over her mind. Her hands dropping to his shoulders trying to pull him closer against her, she wanted to feel him all around her, to smother herself in the man who was making her feel and act this way.
Don't frown, you never know who might be falling in love with your smile
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Not only was he anxious, eager, and lost in the burst of passion Catherine had suddenly thrown upon him, which he quickly returned as best he could, he was also nervous.. his hands had the slightest tremble to them. His hands reached for her neck, his fingers spanning from her neck to her cheeks easily as he kissed her. There was a short pause, his arms resting against the wall and alongside her shoulders, his eyes made their way to hers as everything seemed to slow to a steady stop. But there was something in his eyes.. something that was telling her that he was going to do something.. something important.. and she needed to pay attention to what that was. He himself wasn’t even aware how she had managed to make himself feel something like this, but for the first time in his life his body began to react to the to the urges he had so easily been able to ignore for so long. Now he had to decide.. act on them.. or ignore them, stop what he was doing before it was too late. But what was the point in saving himself for marriage? That was after all the reason he hadn’t ever shared his body with another before, because it was not meant to happen outside of marriage, but what chance would he ever have of marrying someone, he was a soldier of the initiative, not a husband. And hadn’t he always said he would save himself for the one he loves? Well he is so sure he loves this girl, he’s never felt like this towards anyone before, he’s never wanted someone like he wants her right now, he didn’t even think as his muscles grew tense, everything felt so slow.. yet at the same time it was all racing ahead.. the slow motion of his lower body as it began to move against her.. His bright eyes soon disappeared for a moment as he closed them, his lips parting slightly and leaning towards her, he wanted to kiss her, but he couldn't, he couldn't think about anything other then this strange and lovely feeling, his head leaned forward once more to find it's place beside her own.
"It hurts because I love you.. it hurts because.. because I want to love you more.." His whisper seemed to cause him to pull his head awa from the wall, leaning back yet keeping his lower body pinning her to the wall firmly. His hands pulled the rim of his shirt, lifting it over his head dropping it over the discarded strips of used cloth from Catherine's bindings. He leaned back into her, finding her lips once more, why was he doing this.. once he did this there was no going back.. he should think more.. they should talk about it.. they needed to talk about it.. What if she didn’t want this, but she had offered it earlier.. only she had said you don’t need to love someone to do this, god if she did this with him was It because she loved him or because he was offering her this chance of physical pleasure?
"I want.." He paused as he looked at her, his eyes searching over her face quickly, trying to get her attention so she could understand what he was asking of her.. he’s never wanted this before, how do you ask something such a thing? He didn’t even know her long.. but he knew so much about her, about her past, the things she’s done.. the problems she’s had, but that didn’t mean he knew ‘her’. What did it matter, if she didn’t love him then at least he could show her how much he felt for her and then when she leaves for the free world she can do as she pleases, he probably wouldn’t live long enough to even have a proper relationship with her.
"I want.. to love you.. I want to show you how I feel.." The words seem to flow with such devotion, but he was so scared, what if he did something wrong.. what if she wasn't impressed with him.. what if he hurt her.. He’s never done this before, he’s never held a girl or kissed like they kiss or felt like he feels.. he didn’t want to disappoint her, he wanted to be so special so she would remember him forever, even when she moves onto other men.
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Her cheeks flushed red as he moved against her, her eyes flicked away from his face, not really focusing on anything before she plucked up the courage to look back at him.
'It hurts because I love you.. it hurts because.. because I want to love you more.' She watched as he pulled the t-shirt over his head, dropping it to the floor, her hands instantly on his front, her palms pressing against his warm skin, her fingers brushing over him.
'I want.. to love you.. I want.. to show you.. how I feel.' She didn't understand why someone like him could or would want to love anyone like her, he was so clever and as far as she knew he was good at everything, what would he say when he found out what she was really like, about her past. But at the moment she didn't care, she coudn't not when he was demanding her attention like this.
'I want.. to love you.. I want.. to show you.. how I feel...' Her hands slid down to rest on his upper arm muscles.
'Then show me.' She found herself whispering, not really comprehending how she could be acting this was around a man, it was totally out of character for her ... but he was ... different.
Don't frown, you never know who might be falling in love with your smile
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There was a strange flicker of doubt in his mind.. she wanted him to show her.. but he didn't know how.. he's never done this.. he wasn't normally anything like this. What was he meant to do now.. his hands hovered around her stomach for a moment, he wished he knew more about this.. maybe he should have paid more attention when Max and Forrest bragged about how they handled these situations.
His hands seemed to make a decision without Riley's awareness, gently taking hold of her shirt and slowly slipping it off over her head. His eyes remained focused solely on her own darker ones, another item of clothing being dropped with Riley's own shirt. He gently wrapped his arms around her, pulling her close to him as his fingers moved to the back of her bra.. slowly pulling the white piece from where it covered her and letting it drop to the ground. His fingers explored the silky sensation of her skin.. unbroken by the intrusion of fabric.. hid body leaning in against hers, his lips stroking over her shoulder.. he could feel her heart beating against his own..
His kisses distracting him from undressing her any further.. or was he using it as a chance to delay what was about to happen? It wasn't ment to be the guy doing all the moves.. was it? Weren't they both supposed to have a part in this.. his fingers touched her neck, tenderly gliding across her skin.. the tips of his fingers moving down the side of her body, following the curves of her her hips.. He was so uneasy with this.. but at the same time he was so.. perfectly fine.. his fingers stopped on the front of her pants, taking a long slow moment to undo the button, pulling down the zip of her pants. But there was a pause, his hands pulling away from her and his fingers now undoing the buckle of his belt, soon pulling the black leather from around his waist and letting it fall to the floor.
Her body felt so soft and smooth against his skin, he could almost feel his heart beat echoing in his stomach, his left hand pressing on the wall against her shoulder, his other hand moving slowly over her thigh. He was still leaning in against her, his body still in motion, still trying to please her.. still trying to show her how he felt. His hands guided her smaller ones down to the rim of his pants.. she had to do it herself.. it wasn't his place.. he had to know she wanted him to do this.
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Her eyes locked with his as his hands pulled her top upwards, she lifted her hands to make it easier for him to remove the t-shirt, her hands covering her chest, a pink flush in her cheeks. She felt him pull her close to him, his hands shifting to her back, her fingers slowly removing her bra, dropping that to land next to the growing pile of garments.
Cat blushed a darker red as his hands smoothed over her frame. She wanted to look away so much as his fingers dropped to undo first the button and then the zip on her pants, his hands reaching down to pull the belt free from his trousers.
She felt him move her fingers, encouraging them towards the button of his trousers, but from where she was sitting she couldn't quite reach properly.
'Put me down Riley.' She urged wriggling free from him and almost half falling to the floor, she had to button her trousers back up to stop them from falling down. She tried to ignore the fact that she was only semi clad and lifted her hands to pull his head down towards hers. Her lips pressing against his, her hands slipping from around his neck and sliding down his chest to the button and zip of his trousers. Her hands were trembling partly with excitement half in fear of what she was doing but she knew there was no going back anymore.
She couldn't actually remove his trousers since he was standing in them, but her hands moved back to the fastenings of her own pants. She had to break her lips apart from his to slip her trousers from her legs, it wasn't the most seductive thing in the world as one of her feet declined to be released from the trousers. She blushed even redder, moving her arms in front of her chest, when she found him looking at her
Don't frown, you never know who might be falling in love with your smile
Re: Spending the Night Together 'Put me down Riley.' The slightst second after she had fallen from his arms, after Catherine's fingers had done up the button of her trousers, Riley had a stab of fear struck him.. had he done something wrong? Was she getting dressed and leaving him? Just as his mind was flooded with terrible thoughts such as these, her hands had reached up for him, pulling him down, her lips against his, her hands moving down from his neck. Shutting his eyes gently as her fingers lowered his zip, it had then taken a moment for him to realize her lips had now pulled away, his eyes peering down as she fumbled slightly while undressing.
It was hard to believe that all this was happening.. where they forgetting that one of them was the captive and the other the captor? ...But in truth.. weren't both of them captives? As Catherine stood, her arms bashfully covering herself, his lips parted slightly, his eyes flickering down to her arms before returning to her eyes. He inched closer to her, his hands raising to her cheeks, his fingers softly touching the warm rose coloured skin, his voice was quiet and soft yet drowed with a tone of desire.
"...You are the most amazing thing I've ever seen.. and I've seen Angels.." His hands once again left the safty of her cheeks as he leaned forward, his kiss light upon her lips as his hands began push the last bits of clothing that hang from around his waist. Riley's lips didn't need to pull away from his soon to be lover, he was already having to bend down to kiss her, but he shifted about slightly as nudged the clothes around his ankles a little aside. His now free hands moving around her waist, taking a few steps back, gently guiding her smaller frame with him, moving towards his bed, yet stopping right beside it. His lips moved away from hers with a soft nervous chuckle escaping him before he could stop it.
"You're beatiful, and amazing... and wonderful.. and I love you...I don't think I've ever been so nervous before.. I love you.. so much." He felt so... naked.. being completely undressed aside, he has never felt so attacked so someone before in his life and he was telling her how much he adored her.. it's like he has no secrets with her.. he could never lie to the girl he was holding within his arms right now.. And any embarressment he felt was always quickly washed away with the realization that he was holding the one person that means the world to him..
'You are the most amazing thing I've ever seen.. and I've seen Angels.' Cat couldn't help a smile forming on her face, her eyes dropped from his features then lifted again. No one had ever spoken to her or about her like this before, she felt him kiss her while he removed the last of his clothing. She stepped a little closer to him and felt his arms encircle her, his body pushing her backwards.
He stopped and her gaze dropped to the bed for a long moment, her eyes lifted to his once more her hands moving from her chest to wrap around him. His lips broke apart from hers and she could hear him talking to her once again.
'You're beatiful, and amazing... and wonderful.. and I love you...I don't think I've ever been so nervous before.. I love you.. so much.' She smiled again, more colour flushing into her cheeks which had just begun to return to their normal shade. She wished she could say something like that, something romantic.
'Riley ... I wanted to ...' Her eyes dropped from his as she fumbled around for the words she wanted to use, but for the moment they seemed to ivade her with ease. '... That is I think ...' She'd never had a problem with telling people what she thought of them before, but just now, at this moment when she wanted to tell him something and the words wouldn't come. She looked away down at the bed and then back at him, biting nervously on her bottom lip. 'I errrr.' She blushed redder. 'your eyes are really beautiful.' Her own dark eyes instantly slid off his as she spoke, not wanting to see his reaction. She'd never complimented a man before ... your eyes are really beautiful ... where had that come from? of all the things she could have said. He'd think she was stupid now, you couldn't call a man beautiful, handsom maybe.
'You ... We don't have to do this you know ... if you don't want to.' She found herself gabbling, her body was screaming out for him yet she was standing here telling him that maybe he should walk away. 'But ...' She looked away yet again 'I want you to show me what your idea of love is.' She couldn't help thinking she was missing out on something, like there was some bigger picture she coudn't quite see. It was so frustrating for her not to be able to see what he saw, something inside of her was crying because he described something so lovley and she couldn't understand what it was. She wanted to feel what he felt, she wanted to know about what he'd tried to explain to her.
Don't frown, you never know who might be falling in love with your smile
Re: Spending the Night Together 'Riley ... I wanted to ...... That is I think ... I errrr.' Riley would often easily panic in these type of situations, if there was any chance he assumed that she might be unhappy with something, he'd always rush through everything he might possibly be doing wrong. But unlike earlier when she had asked him to put her down.. she seemed to be struggling to find something to say.. maybe she was uncomfortable with this.. or.. or she wanted to know something.. He watched her biting her lip, a smile crept into his own at the sight, she looked so.. sweet.
'Your eyes are really beautiful.' Her eyes broke away from his so quickly that he wasn't sure if she caught sight of the smile, no one's ever complimented him before for some reason the fact Cat was the first to do so seemed to feel right to him.. it made him feel proud she had.
'You ... We don't have to do this you know ... if you don't want to.' His head seemed to give the slightest tilt to the right, barely noticeable, as he looked over her face, resting on her lips for a moment before pulling them back up to her eyes. Maybe this was a hint that was suggestion she wasn't ready to do this, his entire life he seemed to keep pushing people away from him, this is the first time he's ever even thought of doing such a thing.. and he suddenly felt as if he might have stepped over the line.. forcing her to be with him somehow just because he loved her.
'But ... I want you to show me what your idea of love is.' His fingers rested just under her chin, guiding her lips to his slowly, he wished he could do everything so perfectly for her..
"I want to give you everything.. my body.. my heart.. my soul.. my life.. anything I can do.. I want to do it all for you... even if it's impossible, I'll still want to try." He slowly walked around her, guiding her body around with him as he spoke, moving slightly closer to her as it was now her who had her back towards the bed.
"I'm drowning in you Catherine.. when I close my eyes, all I see is you, then I open them.. and all I see is you, when I reach out, I touch you, when I breathe.. I'm breathing in you, I taste you in my mouth, I smell you in the air and on my hands.. you're everywhere.." His lips pressed against hers once again, his pulling her against him lightly as they wrapped around her waist once again. A moment later, his arms scooped her up carefully, placing her gently onto the bed before moving his larger frame over her. His heart was racing, beating furiously against his chest as if desperate to break free of its confined space. Riley's lips gently travelled from her shoulder to her neck, tacking his time to reach her lips, his body taking a moment before it slowly began moving against her.
.. I love you.
The muscular arms seemed to have lost their ability to do anything other then help make sure his weight was lightened upon her so not to hurt her.. He was so deep in her kiss that he didn't have the strength to pull away and say anything to her.. the exact same sentence seeming to echo in his mind with every move of his body.. in every touch of his lips.
Re: Spending the Night Together 'I want to give you everything.. my body.. my heart.. my soul.. my life.. anything I can do.. I want to do it all for you... even if it's impossible, I'll still want to try.' She turned her body as he moved, her eyes still trained onto his, her ears burning as she thought over what she'd just said and the answer she'd recived. She could feel the back of her delicate legs pressing against the bed, she was sure that was all that was holding her up as he leaned in closer to her. She understood the next words he uttered, she could feel it too, like he was filling everyone of her senses, like she'd die if he didn't keep touching her like this.
'I'm drowning in you Catherine.. when I close my eyes, all I see is you, then I open them.. and all I see is you, when I reach out, I touch you, when I breathe.. I'm breathing in you, I taste you in my mouth, I smell you in the air and on my hands.. you're everywhere.' She was going to say soemthing, to reply to him but his arms slid around her and drove all such thoughts from her brain. His lips pressed against hers, her arms slid back around his neck to their now usual postion.
She felt him lift her off her feet, gathering her to his cheast for the briefest of moments before he placed her down on the bed, covering her with his body a moment later. She blinked up at him for a moment, her hair lying softly around her head, her dark eyes had lost all of their usuall brashness and boldness to be replaced by an all together more caring, gentle look.
Her hands moved from his neck to his shoulders, her fingers slipping down to explore his back, her lips finding his, her hands trying to pull him closer to her, he still felt distant to her.
Don't frown, you never know who might be falling in love with your smile
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All his muscles grew tense, the feel of her fingers tracing over his back, the way she was kissing him, the way he was against her.. He didn't even notice he had shifted all his weight onto his left elbow, his other hand lightly tracing down her skin, her silky feel seeming to almost tickle his finger tips. His hand moved down to her upper thigh, still travelling down and tucking under her thigh, gently moving it slightly up off the covers. His head tucked away into the safety of her shoulder, seeking a moment of comfort, a desperate need to know she was there with him.. This was the single most frightening thing he's ever done, once it happens there's no going back, he didn't know what to expect, he didn't know if he was even doing it right.. It felt strange, weird and uncomfortable, probably because he didn’t know her as well, if he had known her, had more time to get used to her touch, her presence, her face and smell, if he had been a proper boyfriend for a longer amount of time he was so sure this would have been so much more comfortable.
Riley’s arms pushed his upper body off the bed, his eyes staring down at her, then quickly glancing off nervously towards the side table and then at the covers about her head, anywhere other then her face, wanting to avoid having her see just how frightening and confusing all this was for him. After all, he was going against what he was raised to believe and that was only sharing your body with the one you’re married to, and he was doing this with someone who he didn’t know for long, and she had never said she loved him back.. she liked his eyes.. she liked him, which was something wasn’t it? 'I want you to show me what your idea of love is.' Finally he had the nerve to look at her, an uncertain glance that was quickly hidden as he closed his eyes, leaning his lips down to hers, he never really thought of love before, he always just thought of falling in love, getting married, having a home, children and that was the world of love. But how does he show her his idea of love with just this single moment, what if he gets it wrong and she doesn’t realize how much he cares about her, what if she doesn’t understand the extent of what he feels or what he’d do for her.
The alien sensation of his body partially inside her as he seemed to shift his weight about a little on his arms while staring down at her, taking in a nervous breath as he slowly pressed his body more firmly into her, breaking inside and entering deeper into her body while shutting his eyes. Not understanding the pain he had put Catherine through in that simple act, he hadn’t paid attention to the tone of her voice as she called out and his mind was far too distracted to understand she was hurting. Riley’s arms bent slightly to allow his chest to drop lower towards her a little, his head soon tucking away against her shoulder once more since her hands where harmlessly attempting to push him off her, though again he hadn’t really registered the sudden change in her attitude. Slowly his hips pressed against hers, a soft noise in his throat at the surprise of how this felt, his body moving gently inside her, at first he had been so nervous and scared of this that he had slowed to a complete stop, but now that he was inside of her, now that he was feeling what it was like, his body seemed to know what to do without him even thinking about it. As his eyes stared at the golden sea of hair that scattered over his pillow beside her head where his face was mostly hidden, his arms soon slipped behind her back, crossing over as he held her closely, almost as if seeking comfort, which maybe he was, it was a frightening experience.. he didn’t even know her as much as he longed to, he wanted to know everything about her, and not just things on paper.. he wanted her to show him what she was like. While these thoughts crept into his mind, Riley’s lips lightly pressed against the smooth skin on her shoulder as he made love to her, oblivious to her suffering at the moment.
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She could feel his fingers on her skin, his hand slipping down to rest on her thigh. Her heart seemed to skip a beat as she looked up into his eyes for a moment before he moved his head to hide it in the hollow of her neck, his breath warm on her skin, making the side of her neck tingle. She wanted this so much, she wanted to belong to him, she wanted him to show her what his world of love was like. Cat felt him tuck his hand under her thigh and lift it off the smooth covers below her.
Her breath snagged in her throat as she thought about the fact that he'd be inside her. This was she wanted right? She couldn't help feeling nervous now that they were here on the brink of being together, maybe she wasn't ready, maybe this wasn't what she wanted. She knew it was though, and her body didn't seem about to agree with her that they should be stopping what they were about to do. A hot flush ran through her as he felt him move his lower body.
Cat could feel him pressing against her, her body opening to allow him inside her. Her hands closed slightly tighter on his shoulders, her eyes shut, it was beginning to feel a little uncomfortable. She shifted her position slightly under him. Her body was beginning to gently protest, quite suddenly and without warning she suddenly felt a stab of pain lance though her, her eyes snapped open. She hadn't expected pain, she let out a small cry, muffled by the presence of his shoulder against her lips. Every muscle in her seemed to tighten in a shocked response to this seemlingly cruel invasion of her body.
'Riley!' Her voice sounded almost panicked, her hands which had caressed him only moments before were trying now to push him away. Why was he hurting her like this? this wasn't meant to happen she was sure it wasn't. His body was moving now, she was still hurting, why wasn't he listening, couldn't he tell he was hurting her. His arms slid around her, holding her close to him. She didn't understand why he wasn't stopping, didn't he realise what he was doing? she didn't know that men couldn't while they were making love.
She hid her face instead in his shoulder, her eyes scruntched shut, she didn't like this, maybe there was something wrong with her, Bekki and Nina had never mentioned this. Most of her sex education lessons had been spent at the beach or a number of more fun destinations. She didn't know it would wear off in a few minutes, her fingers closed tighter about him as she refused to look up at him, her nails digging into his skin though it was probable he wouldn't feel any pain partly because of his chip but also because he was so impassioned. She had to pull him close to her, he was supposed to protect her, she felt safe when she was near him, how was she meant to act now, he wasn't supposed to be hurting her.
Don't frown, you never know who might be falling in love with your smile
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If only Riley could have just once pulled from his embrace, if only he had noticed the change in her body language.. if only his mind hadn't been flooded in the sole desire to simply make love with her.. He might have been able to pay attention to her pain, he might have seen it in her eyes, heard it in the panic of her voice. If he had, Riley most likely would have pushed himself off her so hastily he'd have had probably fallen from the bed, doing his best to move away from her as if he was some sort of poison that he didn't want anywhere near her.
But he couldn't.. he couldn't think.. he couldn't see.. he couldn't -do- anything other then devote himself to her.. to her body.. one of his hands slipped from under her, resting beside her shoulder on the bed. He had to do something.. he could feel it, he had to give her siomething, something his body was screaming -demanding- him to give her.. but he didn't understand what. His fingers curled tightly into a fist, gripping onto covers as if finding another way to release the excess energy he seemed to have been suddenly filled with.
His jaw seemed to grew tense as he tried to slowly push himself deeper into her, slightly strained breaths heard in the back of his throat. It only lasted a short moment however, his body able to relax and slow and grow more gentle in motion, his hand pulled from the covers as he pulled his head away from her shoulder. His fingers reach for her right cheek, his palm soon resting on it surprisingly softly for the state he was in, his lips gently pressing down on her own.
His hand soon moved away from the tender skin of her cheek, resting once again on the bed beside them, how could she do this to him? How could she just walk into his life and turn it upside down so easily, how could she make him feel this.. there was another breath that was heard being caught in his throat, his head disappearing to her shoulder once more. Again the strang urge grew stronger inside him, his body seeming to be trying harder to get deeper within her, the muscles of arms suddenly so tense his hand gripped the covers tightly once more as he moved within in her.
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After a few minutes she felt the pain subside somewhat, but she kept her almost tearful face hidden away in his shoulder, even when he moved his hand from under her. She didn't like this, why did people do this if it was this uncomfortable for them, maybe it was just her. Perhaps they had done something wrong, but Riley's body seemed to be a hundred times more eagre to do this than hers now was. She wished she could feel what he felt, maybe she should have gone to all those sex education lessons, at least she might know what was wrong with herself then.
She could hear a change in his breath, could feel a slight change in her own body, a feeling, a something that wasn't pain. She slowly let her muscles relax, making it easier for him to move into her now her body wasn't outright rejecting him. His hand landed softly upon her cheek as he pulled his head away from her neck, depriving her own head of the comfort of his shoulder. She didn't want to look at him, she didn't want him to see she was upset, she'd wanted this hadn't she, she'd asked him for this. His lips touched hers, her eyes blinked open and looked up at him.
Cat heard his breath snag in his throat, catching before it reached his lungs, his head moved back into her shoulder. It hurt her again, he seemed to be forcing her body to accept more of him, but there was something mixed with the pain now, something that made her tug him a little closer to her despite it hurting. How could he do this to her? hurt her like this and seemingly not care that he was doing it?
He seemed to be feeling something ... a lot, his shoulders were trembling slightly it wasn't fair, she wanted to feel it too. She shifted about slightly under him, as much as she could since half his weight was pinning her to the bed clothes. She made a frustrated noise in the back of her throat as she shifted her position, her hands moving back up his body slightly.
Don't frown, you never know who might be falling in love with your smile
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There was an odd little noise that caught Riley’s attention, causing him to pull his head away and stare at her for a moment, though his body continued to move slowly, it was overwhelming and he didn’t even need to try and move, his hips seemed to drive on their own. But she had an awful expression on her face, he was so stupid, to think he could make love to someone like a normal person
"Catherine.." His arms wrapped around her again, sliding between her back and the covers to hold her against him firmly, one of his hands sliding down to her lower back as he rolled onto his back gently and sat up with her now sitting upon his lap, still with him inside of her. It was so hard to focus with her sitting on him like this, he didn't feel like Riley any more.. he didn't feel like his old self at all.. he felt so different.
There was a moment his fingers hid away his eyes from her, slowly they pulled away, his eyes opening and looking up at hers, his hands stroking over the soft skin of her cheeks.. something he seemed overly fond of doing. His legs shifted slightly beneath her, as if it was taking great deal of restraint to do what he was doing. His left hand remained on her cheek, his thumb gently stroking over her skin as his right hand dropped lightly to her shoulder. His lips hovered close to her own, slightly to the side of hers, they seemed hover slightly away then closer to her again, obviously he was having troubles trying to sit still.
"..I love you Catherine." His lips finally managed to settle on her own softer sweeter tasting ones, his right hand slipping from her shoulder and gently gliding down to her hips. The tips of his fingers lightly tracing over her silky soft skin..
"I'm sorry." Apologetic, almost regretful, mumble was heard between the tender touches of his lips pressing against her skin, moving from her shoulders to her lips lovingly, he has never done anything like this before, and she knew that right? So she had to forgive him if he messed up.. well she didn’t have to.. she had every time to push him away from her and leave him, his hands instinctively held onto her a little more as he tried to cheer her up with his kisses, he couldn’t even do that properly he figured, his lips lifting up to rest against hers and linger there as if this would be his last chance to have her so close to him.
Re: Spending the Night Together 'Catherine.' She opened her eyes again, as his arms wrapped around her, rolling her ontop of him and sitting up, pulling her closer to him. Her eyes didn't meet his, their gaze downcast towards his chest, she didn't understand why he'd stopped.
She could have pulled away then, she'd probably have been to quick for him to stop her but something, the ghost of a feeling she'd had just before he'd sat up stopped her. Anyway she'd started this whole thing, she should see it throught, she just didn't feel the way she had just before they'd begun, it had dissapeared as soon as he was inside her to leave her feeling scared and somewhat overwhelmed.
'I love you Catherine.' Her eyes pulled up to look into his as if he'd commanded her to. She could see something in their depths, love, passion, devotion, a mixture, his lips settled again on hers, there was something so very comforting about his kiss, it reassured her, and he wasn't hurting her anymore, it was a little uncomfortable perhaps and very alien.
But it wasn't what he'd described to her, she couldn't help feeling dissapointed and frustrated. He was wrong, there was nothing special about this, not for her anyway, she was glad it was him here with her, but she wanted to experience what he was experiencing. She wanted to feel whatever he felt she wanted him to be able to see in her eyes what she could see in his. Maybe she was doing something wrong.
She could feel his finger tips tracing lower on her skin, moving down to her hips, her skin twitched at the touch. It didn't even occur to her that neither of them had bothered to take any precautions, she probably wouldn't even have cared if she did think about it, she'd been taught not to care about such things.
She felt her heart start to breat faster again as his fingers traced up her spine, her own arms slipping around his frame. She leaned in closer to him, her breath warm on his exposed skin, her lips pressing against his rather more passionatley then she'd expected. She forgot about it hurting before, tried to forget everything and just concentrate on the man before her, her body with the renewed stimulus of his lips and hands began calling out for him. Her whole body shifted fowards slightly, onto him and towards him, her chest pressed against his, her hands lifting to run through his hair.
Don't frown, you never know who might be falling in love with your smile
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As Catherine moved up against him, her hands moving through his hair, her lips against his own with unexpected passion, his hands ran up her skin until they rested against her back shoulders. His heart felt as if it was both being torn apart and yet at the same time as if it had never felt so happy before. It was like he was drunk in his desire to simple love her, to show her how he felt.. to help her feel what he was feeling.. He’d be more careful, try to be more gentle and tender, he might have been hurting her, he didn’t know if he was even doing it right, it felt so awkward and he wasn’t certain if he should continue, but she was kissing him, she must want to.. Lightly his hands stroked up and then slowly down her back, his knees parted more as his hands moved lower down her back as they kissed so he was able to press her timidly against him, his lips pulling away for a moment before leaning back in to give her another kiss.
Gently Riley's arms helped her lay back down onto the bed as they shifted position once again, he was breathing as if he was slightly out of breath, but it grew more quiet with the rise and fall of his chest above her. He could see it in her eyes whenever she looked at him.. whenever she stopped avoiding his gaze, she was missing something.. He loved her.. he had to give her what she desired because he didn't want her to be without it, whatever it was and he couldn't do it for her.. not yet.. he had to try, he had to prove he loved her and he could do this.. He could do this for her every night.. for the rest of their lives if she wanted him to love her he would whenever she asked him.. he had to prove to her he was worth keeping at her side.
With the reassuring taste of her lips still in his memory, Riley's eyes soaking up all the beauty that seemed to radiate from her features. There was a slight motion in his body still as he hovered just over her, slowly his lips finding their way down to hers as he lowered himself more closely towards her. His cheek gently stroked against her own as his head moved to rest against her shoulder once more. The rhythm in his body steadily grew quicker, his right hand gently slipping from underneath her back and helping support his weight be pressing slightly into the bed beside them, his fingers instinctively now grasping the covers.
Again his body seemed to eagerly try and push itself deeper within her, his breathing snagging in his throat, sometimes holding his breath as he pushed within her. Right now he believed that if she was trying to drown him in her presence.. he would have just given his life to her, he didn't care where he had to go.. she was his heaven.. where she went, his soul would follow. This was heaven to no one else but him.. she has given it to him.. she let him in and he never wanted to leave.. could she understand that? Did he understand that? For the rest of his life he wanted to reach out for her.. he wanted to have her reach out and hold him, to call for her whenever he was lost.. to be called for by her where he was nowhere to be seen. She was the only thing in his life that has felt real, he never wanted to lose her, and he never wanted to let her down. This was heaven to no one else but him because only he was allowed this close to her.. and he'd defend it for the rest of his life.. he would do more then die for her, dying was easy.. he wanted to live for her.
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