Judgement Day
Thursday March
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Twelve fifteen.. Lunch time ! Or so it would have been on any normal day Today however was anything but normal. Today eating was the last thing on Michaels mind and that was something he couldn’t say very often. At the moment thought his stomach was knotted tightly up into a ball and the mere thought of food made him feel sick. *Relax* he told himself desperately. *Maybe its not as bad as you think.* His body though remained stubbornly unconvinced. Probably because his mind was too!
Being called to the headmaster’s office was rarely a good thing and Michael had no illusions about this particular visit. While he knew he hadn’t done anything wrong he still somehow doubted that Mr Summers would have anything flattering to say to him. Not after the incident with Steven Chadstone. The disabled boy sighed as he made his way along the corridor knowing he was still slightly early for the appointment but unable to keep away any longer. This rendez vous had been hanging over him like a damned sword of Damocles ever since the teacher had convoked him the previous afternoon. and while part of him dreaded to hear what Mr Summers had to say another part of him couldn’t wait to get it over with.
He wondered if the others were feeling as jittery. Max and Matt. Also summoned though not he suspected for the same motive. After all, even if for some reason Michael didn’t understand Mr Summers considered them somehow to have acted inappropriately vis a vie Max’s father they could always change, improve, learn to give him what he expected of an x man. Whereas he on the other hand…Well there were some things he couldn’t change no matter how much he wanted to. Oh if it was just a matter of willpower he’d have been running and jumping with the best of them. But it wasn’t. And that wasn’t going to alter any time soon. Or lets be honest any time ever. He knew it and so did Mr Summers. And that in the end was something neither of them could do anything about.
The young Scot had heard a lot about this particular teacher. Some liked him. Others hated him with a passion. But one thing everyone agreed on. He was cool, analytical, logical And that was very bad news as far as Michael was concerned. Because there was little that was logical in letting someone like him be a member of a team. In fact it was downright folly. And he suspected that Mr Summers was about to point that out to him. Gently maybe. Kindly even. But that wouldn’t make the pill any easier to swallow.
Michael leaned his back against the wall and stared fixedly at the name plaque on the door. The door behind which, one way or another, his future at the institute would be decided. And he had to admit things weren’t looking good.
The day had been far from smooth at first, a few people seemed almost intent on reminding Max during classes or lunch of the incident the day before. Admittedly most didn’t know how to get through Max’s defences, so a majority of comments hardly bothered the stone shifting mutant… especially not when he could retort back to some of them about the essay Mr Summers had demanded. A few were freaked because they weren’t able to get 5000 words, some were smug because they’d copied and pasted paragraphs in certain points or rewrote things in their own words that were too similar to information sites they found on the web. The majority that looked exhausted after having stayed up doing not only Summers essay properly but homework from their other classes seemed pleasantly quiet and preferred to ignore having any more confrontations with Max at this point.
None of this was unusual for Max, the whole meeting a teacher after class thing, or at any point during the day, he was accustomed to it and for that he wasn’t overly nervous about what might happen… What Max was nervous about was what his father might have said to explain his behaviour the day before, usually Steven liked to explain or create cover stories for things that didn’t go as smoothly as planned. Only Max was torn between wondering if his father would tell the truth about his son, or lie, but doing nothing about it at all never crossed Max’s mind.
Especially with Max’s smart mouthing the day before…
Curious… Max rounded the corner to see the blonde haired boy leaned up against the wall just outside Mr Summers door… he looked more nervous then Max did at this point. Then again, Chadstone did have a rather fantastic ability to almost shove his problems so far aside that not only did he seem to act as if there was no problem at hand, but minimized the seriousness of many situations because of it. And this time was no different, in fact it would become far more noticeable as time progressed on that Max’s views on yesterday would not be shared by many, if any at all outside the Chadstone Estate.
"What’s got you all tied into knots?" It may have seemed like an obvious answer perhaps to Michael, and maybe to others too, if not for the same reasons, but for Max he really couldn’t figure what had this guy looking so anxious. Out of the incident from the day before Max saw nothing to cause this air of worry about him, so Chadstone wondered instead if perhaps something else had happened since then.
Re: Judgement Day
When Matt stepped out of his team's quarters, slight uncertainty was all he felt towards the upcoming meeting with Cyclops, something mainly owed to the fact that he neither was as paranoid as Michael nor a frequent guest in a staff member's office awaiting some sort of rebuke like Max. After about half the way, however, the seed of doubt his subconscious had decided to plant began to sprout, and the closer he got to his destination, the stronger it grew, its vagueness as evident as it was meaningless.
He himself was frowning at that feeling, unsure as to what to make of it. There was nothing for him to worry about, was there? They hadn't done anything wrong, but - quite on the contrary - helped out a fellow X-Men. Surely the fact alone that the threat in question had been Max's own father wouldn't revoke the intrinsic goodness of their actions, would it? Pale hands were clenched to fists at the memory of Steven and his assault. Even the last inkling of doubt about his involvement in beating Max so brutally he had to be taken into medbay was gone entirely, and all that remained was a raging fury and thoughts of retribution.
Oh Matt was well aware that there would hardly be a way for him to actually harm Chadstone senior in any way. That guy's ego alone was probably substantial enough to keep him away, and even if he got there... what was there he could do? Glare him to death? Let him stumble around blindly for some seconds, hoping he would trip and break something? It was ridiculous, and yet the thought persisted in the way of ideas spawned by strong emotion.
*Calm, calm, calm,...* A short mantra, repeating in his head like a broken recording originally meant for greater things than just getting someone to put potentially suicidal thoughts to rest. "What’s got you all tied into knots?" Max's words infiltrating his mind felt like a hallucination. *Worrying about you, more than I have ever worried about anyone ever before?* was the mental answer that made him blush as if he had said these words out loud when he realised this figment of his imagination was actually real and not talking to him.
Seeing Michael's body language express the highly exponentiated version of uncertainties that had got pushed into the back of his mind by what had followed reminded him that they weren't here for picnic. What exactly they were here for, however, he still didn't know, and as lack of knowledge may lead to fear, he felt a knot in his stomach - tiny, but noticeable all the same. "Hiya," he said as casually as he could manage considering the roller-coaster of feelings he had already gone through during such short a walk. Oh well, there weren't many more options than to hope the day would proceed to spare him with more negative ones.
There comes a time when everyone of us has to take over responsibility for their actions. It stands to argue whether there is also a time when we can get rid of it again.
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It wasn’t long before Michael had company, though to be honest he had been so caught up in his own thoughts that he hadn’t seen Max approaching. Therefore the stone mutants question caught him off guard, dragging this worried grey eyes away from the door he seemed to have been attempting to bore a hole in with his regard and turning it instead in the direction of his fellow student.
Or rather students, for Matt turned up at almost the same time, completing the trio, his face looking slightly more concerned that Max’s but not by much. But then that was probably as it should be given the circumstances, Michael thought with a sigh, though he had thought that perhaps Max would have been more awkward given the subject of the discussion he was probably going to have with Mr Summers. However it didn’t look as if either he or Matt had lost any sleep over this, unlike Michael himself.
He hadn’t seen either of the youths since the aftermath of the encounter with Max’s father the previous day and even then they hadn’t hung around for long! Oh Michael didn’t doubt that they would have if he had asked them too, but it had been so blatantly obvious that they had wanted to be somewhere else… anywhere else… rather than still cleaning up that particular mess that he had smiled when they asked him if he was ok and declined their offer of a helping hand to med lab on the pretext of wanting that cup of tea he had been talking about,rather than the all to real fact that at that point he simply couldn’t have faced the climb.
It had been stupid pride on his part he knew, but he didn’t regret it. Even if he had had to sit on the front stairs for a while before he could even make it as far as the kitchen it had still been worth it to avoid any look of pity or annoyance he might have seen on their faces. Though that was perhaps a pessimistic view to take of things. In all probability they would have been all too happy to lend him a hand but somehow the thought that, just maybe, they would have considered it to be an inconvenience had been enough to make him plaster the false grin on his face and watch them walk away.
And he had managed. Not comfortably that was for sure but adequately at least, eventually making it up the stairway under his own steam, though instead of heading for med lab he had cancelled that days physio session and made straight for the dorms and a long lie down.
All that had done though was to give him more time to consider his fate! Which had been far from being a good thing! One worry had succeeded another all night and into the morning and now Max was here asking him why he was so tense. And Michael wasn’t at all sure how to answer him.
At least the whole subject of teams wasn’t taboo. That much he had managed to learn easily enough, despite his lack of a surname for Matt. Max it seemed was well known around the institute and as for the other youth well the first name plus a description had hit pay dirt though over breakfast. One of the advantages of having Riley around! He certainly was well informed when it came to questions like that and Michael hadn’t hesitated to ask them. It could have looked like prying he knew, but for him it was important to know who shared his knowledge of the Xavier institutes secret function and who didn’t. If nothing else it made discussions like this a whole lot more honest , even if not necessarily any easier.
And so now Michael glanced back at Max before answering, knowing that he had no reason to hold back! At least no security reason that was ,since there was no other student in sight. “Whats got me tied in knots?” he said with a sigh. “ That’s a wee bit hard to explain .. or maybe not.” The smile he gave them was worldy wise and older than his years.” I asked around. Hope you don’t mind. But I know you’re both on teams. Well as hard as that might be to believe so am I…………. Or at least I am at the moment.
The anxiety he felt was clear to read both in his eyes and in his voice. “Mr Summers though… he gets to say whether I stay in Green rescue Squad or not. And after yesterdays performance…. Well lets just say that I’m not entirely optimistic about the outcome.
Re: Judgement Day"Hiya," The stone shifter turned his head towards Matt, who looked as down as Michael almost, it was amusing, in a sense, because you could always tell who was more experienced dealing with the thought of teacher talks and threats compared to those who weren’t, or more importantly did their best to keep their noses clean.
"Whats got me tied in knots?" It came just before Max managed to assess the best way to greet Matt, too charming and that risk revealing something to Michael, too ignorant of his presence and regardless of what was happening between them it would always risk souring things to the point of no return… or worse having Matt throw another wobbly. Saphire eyes peered over at Michael, examining the other, studying curiously the physical ailments that seemed to hinder the youth’s movements. "That’s a wee bit hard to explain .. or maybe not." Scot’s weren’t a common thing for Max, so the accent was strange… strange yes, but he liked it, how odd some people can get so caught up in accents so different to their own. "I asked around. Hope you don’t mind. But I know you’re both on teams. Well as hard as that might be to believe so am I…………. Or at least I am at the moment." Ah yes, the cripple of the X-men recruits… while not knowing Michael by face, Max, amongst many others, knew him at least by word of mouth. In fact, Max had at one point been almost over the moon that there was a cripple, ok it was at one point and for totally his own selfish reasons… Someone had said Riley was placed on the team that had the boy with crutches, some weren’t sure if the crutches were temporary, some weren’t sure how serious the injuries were, but the mere fact that Riley had to deal with a team member who couldn’t even keep us with physical training, it had been a giddy feeling at the time…
Seeing Michael now however changed that slightly, this wasn’t a broken leg, and while Max didn’t even think of the moment all those weeks again, he did find himself both curious as to why someone in Michael’s condition would even want to be on a team…(then again he couldn’t figure why anyone would want that, regardless of their health condition) But also not only that, seeing Michael’s stand the other day, the attractive figure he had turned into to stand up against Max’s father… They weren’t going to have to talk about Steven Chadstone, were they? Well if they would do so then the other two wouldn’t be here! So the bully found himself thinking all was good in that department. Max had a magnificent ability of being oh so naïve at times.
"Mr Summers though… he gets to say whether I stay in Green rescue Squad or not. And after yesterdays performance…. Well lets just say that I’m not entirely optimistic about the outcome." Why? That didn’t make sense… this guy had nice eyes, sort of like Matt’s in the grey sense Matt’s sometimes became, but different entirely… ok so Matt had nice eyes too, they changed hue which was weird yet cool, Michael on the other hand had something strangely bright in his steely gaze. He was so anxious and worried… it was almost cute. Matt sometimes got like that… ok so Max sometimes got like that too… Michael was really getting too worked up, he ought to make out with someone before he implodes with all the fretting he’s doing… after all, frustration and anxiety was always best dealt with in that manner, at least that’s what Max thought.
"Don’t be so daft," Not the most tender approach to the subject on hand, but any who knew Max knew he’d gone to relative extremes at certain points to get kicked off, and yet still there he was, an Exile member! Regardless of his opinion on the matter. "If what happened yesterday was enough to get us kicked off teams I’m going to throw myself out the window," Not because he’d be that devastated of being removed from the team, but because after all he did that’s all that needed to be done in the first place… all those fights! All those argumentative comments slung one way and then the other! Hell, the entire Exile’s team may just as well commit suicide if yesterday’s actions was all that was needed to get out of what they all looked at as their ‘community service parol program’. "It was hardly the worse fight and it’s not like you didn’t stand up for yourself when you go knocked about… basically by you’re assumptions Matt’s going to get knocked off a team because-"Max’s dad tried to strangle the life out of him"-of what happened to him too." It wasn’t like he needed to spell it all out, he was feeling bad enough towards Matt, and now Michael seems to have gotten caught up in all this. Max folded his arms, looking almost annoyed, not towards Michael or Matt but for the fact that Michael obviously wanted to be on a team and now he was worried he’d be taken off, all because of Max’s stupid selfishness. Usually he’d not care entirely… but it was hard to ignore the fact that Michael had at least stepped in to help when no one else had other then Matt, at least Max knew Matt, so Max could understand, but who the hell was Michael and why did he put himself into that position in the first place?
"Just relax, if Finicky Finn can still be on a team after what he’s done, then there’s no hope in hell any of us would be lucky enough-" There was a pause, remember Michael’s determination for the team that had momentarily been overlooked due to Max’s own feelings on the matter. "-or unlucky enough, to get thrown out of our teams." All this fuss just because Max wasn’t the best son a father could want, geeze.
Re: Judgement Day(OOC: Just a short one... sorry, didn't have much to say... XD)
Matt's thoughts didn't stay distracted by these new-found worries as long as he, strangely enough, would have wanted them to. Yet instead of simply overpowering those qualms dealing with whatever it was this trip to Cyclops' office would bring about, his mind randomly decided he was, contrary to what it usually pretended, very well able to multitask. The result was a very quiet Matt, forcing himself to look anywhere but at Max to keep things at least remotely manageable. It was a brave try, nothing more.
It was with almost feverish desperation that he threw his thoughts onto what Michael was saying, still unable to reply all the same. If he said something, Max would look at him. If their eyes met, his defences would waver. And if that happened... there was no telling what things would develop into. He for one wasn't ready to find out anyway, and - as presumptive as that was - Contrast was rather sure the same was even more true for Max. Not that he believed he was fighting these emotions for the other's good... no, he wasn't quite this delusional, no matter how temptingly self-adulating that option would have been.
Not to be on a team anymore... it was a strangely scary thought. Being on obeX was actually rather important to him, to his self-esteem. He knew he had done well during the Training Island debacle, and that knowledge was part of what had helped him move on, past his loss, as far away from mourning it as he'd ever get. The irrationality of their stand leading to being expelled from their teams didn't manage to sink in at this point, and so telling himself that they surely wouldn't throw him out without at least one warning was the only thing he could cling to.
Max's words actually confused him more than they were calming. Bad with names as he was, Matt couldn't connect Riley - who he had only seen during classes and big team meetings but never actually had a conversation with - with the strange name Chadstone was giving. He didn't have the strength to ask either though, and so he just waited... should they maybe knock to speed things up? Standing around in the hallway really wasn't doing his nerves any good!
There comes a time when everyone of us has to take over responsibility for their actions. It stands to argue whether there is also a time when we can get rid of it again.
Re: Judgement Day"Don’t be so daft,"It wasn’t said unkindly.Indeed it was soon clear to Michael that Max was offering him that gruff, slightly awkward brand of comfort that boys their age managed amongst themselves. "If what happened yesterday was enough to get us kicked off teams I’m going to throw myself out the window," Max went on ,his extreme imagery, bringing a flicker of a smile to Michael’s worried face.
"It was hardly the worse fight and it’s not like you didn’t stand up for yourself when you go knocked about…There was something strange about hearing Max discuss the incident with his father as if it was just an everyday occurrence. But then Michael reminded himself, maybe with a father like his, it had become just that as far as the Chadstone boy was concerned. Not something to be appalled at but something to shrug off and work round. And if that was the case then the situation was very bad indeed.
Because what had happened had been dreadful, unacceptable, pick any one or all of a thousand adjectives and apply them to what Steven had done and you still came up short. And if Max no longer realised than someone seriously needed to bring it to his attention and fast!
Maybe that was what Mr Summers was going to talk to him about. Michael sincerely hoped so. Because this was one conversation he himself would rather not have to have. Even if he knew that he would if push came to shove.
For the moment though Max was more concerned with Michaels problems than with his own “basically by you’re assumptions” he went on seriously Matt’s going to get knocked off a team because-"The pause revealed a lot. Concern certainly. And a large helping of guilt, from the sound of things.
Max didn’t have to say “because of what my father did! “They had all been there. They had all suffered at Stevens hands. They all knew exactly what he meant when he said” ….. of what happened to him too."
Michael glanced back at the darkly clad youth who had intervened to help him and max the previous day. It was true that he seemed worried. Indeed he hardly looked up at all, preferring to keep his eyes averted perhaps in case they betrayed too much of his emotions. The astral mutant didn’t think he had anything to fear. After Michael’s own anxiety on that score sprang from the fact of his own all to flagrant handicap, not from any doubt that they had done what needed to be done the previous day. And he was sure Mr Summer’s felt so too.
"Just relax,” Max told him “if Finicky Finn can still be on a team after what he’s done, then there’s no hope in hell any of us would be lucky enough-"Michaels grey eyes looked questioningly towards Max, surprised by the comment but the stone mutant corrected himself quickly enough "-or unlucky enough, to get thrown out of our teams."
“ Finicky Finn! You mean Riley?" The nickname for his team mate brought a slight chuckle to Michael’s lips though one that was in no way hurtful or cynical. “He is a wee bit of a stickler for the rulesI have to admit but he’s a good guy once you get to know him.
Curiosity almost got the better of the young Scot and led him to ask Max exactly what the perfect student that Riley seemed to be could have possibly done to make Max think he merited getting thrown off a team but in the end loyalty was stronger. Loyalty to someone he shared and dorm with and who ultimately he would go into battle with. He’s on my team you know” Michael told the other boys with a smile He’s got my back. Just like I’ve got his.”
Re: Judgement Day"Finicky Finn! You mean Riley?" Of course he meant Riley! Who else? Though the fact the new boy could pin the name just made Max all the more proud that his long time nickname seemed to strike such a personalized cord when it came to their resident gun wielding lunatic. Max should have known Riley was a few slices short of a loaf, not only was the always on about equal rights whenever Max opened mouth, but also heavily involved in school work! No one could be that obsessed with working and not have a few screws loose somewhere. "He is a wee bit of a stickler for the rules I have to admit but he’s a good guy once you get to know him." Oh he’s a great guy, loves dragging his girlfriend around the hall with a gun to her head and all demanding to be released, sure, ok… whatever floats your boat. Max didn’t care if Jean had explained to him that Riley had been under some strange influence, sure if anyone else had been the victim then Max may have accepted it, but not with Riley.
"He’s on my team you know" So Riley was one Michael’s team? Max would have loved to ask certain questions that might help annoying Riley all the more easier but by the way Michael had spoken, and the words that came next, Max’s hopes of having an ally in close quarters with Riley quickly vanished. "He’s got my back. Just like I’ve got his."Until he decides to shoot you in it. Though Max didn’t say that out loud, not right in front of Scott Summers door, not after the last time he had and got a hot scolding from Jean for riling up Finn on the matter, who played out that he didn’t remember a thing whenever Max tried pointing it out. How can’t you remember that sort of occasion?
"I’m sure he’s great half the time," The vague brush off was enough of a hint towards his suspicions towards Riley, though the awkward glance at Summer’s door may have helped show the delicate line Max felt he was walking while discussing Riley. "So is he in there you think or is he for once… dare I say it.. running late?" The smirk was brandished, giving the handsome youth his more playful charms as the wicked glint of mischief brushed aside the brewing rant that would had taken place if Riley remained on subject any further. For two people who spent as little time together as humanly possible, they still managed to butt heads an impressive amount of times… even if the other wasn’t always there to start or end the fight. For a moment Max let his sapphire gaze hesitate on Matt, toned arms folding comfortably across the youth’s chest as he once again inwardly summed up the elder of the group. It was odd and unexplainable, but Max had the strange urge to just whisper in the most seducing of ways…’Scorpion Boy’. Why? Who knows… what would come of it? Max didn’t really have any hopes as to what would happen, it was just something that fitted, but so random even Max couldn’t explain it. It suited Matt, not the whole dark and creepy as he may seem with all the gothic attire and pale skin, but the poisonous lashing of the lightening quick tail… One minute you’re fine and the world seems bright and shiny and the next you’re convulsing on the ground… though admittedly it was more like a drug instead of a poison, gives you a high and then suddenly you’re flat on your face and completely lost...Not that it's always a bad thing.. just when you happen to wake up and reality smacks you around till you're waking up again a day later in medlab.
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He had probably left them out there long enough. If they had actually turned up that was. Scott sighed and closed the file on his computer screen. Well he knew Michael would, and Matt too… but Max…With Max you could never tell. Still he hoped that he had. Otherwise it would have been a waste, this little morning after encounter he had arranged for the three of them. Would it bear fruit? That was something else he was far from being sure of but maybe some seeds might be planted. If nothing else it would remind Max that there were good people out there. People ready to step in and help him, even if he didn’t ask them to. And also ready to pay the price for doing so.
They had almost got hurt yesterday. In fact, looking back, it was nothing short of a miracle that at least one of them hadn’t ended up in med lab, with Michael being the most likely candidate. In fact Scott was certain it had only been pride that had kept the young x man from paying Dr McCoy a visit. But then again he couldn’t fault him for that. After all he himself hadn’t exactly gone running to Hank when it had been clear that something was far from right with his own health. Yes and look where that got me Scott thought I have to make sure the same thing doesn’t happen to him. It was the main reason he had asked Michael to come down today. To find a way to keep both him and his team mates as safe as possible despite his all too evident disability. Though he certainly wasn’t going to discuss Michael’s personal problems in front of an audience! Or Max’s either for that matter.
No he would see each of them individually, that had always been his intention. Still he had called them down at the same time for a purpose. Max needed friends. Not just the sycophants and destructive people who made up his usual entourage. But real friends! And against, all the odds, it looked as if these two might fit the bill. Indeed from what he had heard Matt was already on that short and privileged list. Visiting him in med lab.! Wading in to save him, despite knowing what his father was capable of! And on his way to becoming a good influence if Logan was to be believed. Max actually participating in survival class.! Who would have thought! Scott smiled wryly. Just when you thought all was lost, life could still surprise you. And this time it had in a good way.
Max had done such a good job of being an insupportable bully that he had pushed away most of those who could actually have helped him change. And if he was to break out of this circle of violence and self hatred that his father had woven around him he had to change. Five minutes in a corridor with those who had been there when it actually mattered couldn’t fix a lifetime of abuse. But it might just let someone slip through a chink in his armour. As apparently someone had in the past. Max didn’t often show he had a heart but he had where Mark and his brother had been concerned.
That was what made Max so frustrating. The glimpses you sometimes got of who he could be. The ones that had made them keep him at the Institute all this time, despite his unacceptable behaviour. The ones that had made them put him on a team despite his obvious contempt for the whole idea. Because if they could just once get through to him then he had potential! And that was something neither Scott or the others were ready to give up on. Though sometimes he pushed them to the limit!
Still these latest revelations about his relationship with his father at least made things easier to understand. Scott shook his head. He would rather it hadn’t come to this, would have preferred a hundred times for Max just to be a pain in the ass rather than to have been a beaten child. But things were as they were and at least now they could start to help. Just as Michael and Matt had! Standing by him in front of his father. A friend and…. Scott smiled again… someone who knew injustice where he saw it and wasn’t prepared to let it pass. These were the people who could make Max realise that his situation was wrong. And more importantly that he wasn’t the one at fault. If they had the time!
So he had thrown them together once again. Applied a little stress! And left them to see what happened. But even so he couldn’t leave them too long. Not without some action at least. So he would take away the one Max knew best and leave the other two to wonder what was going on. Unfair! Especially for Michael who, being anything but a fool and no doubt suspecting where this interview would be leading, would be suffering mentally as well as physically. He could at least provide a chair to make things a little easier and as for the rest…. What he was going to say had to be said. Sooner or later. They both knew that. But courage and determination had to be respected. And they would work something out. If Michael was as prepared as Scott thought he was to do what was necessary.
For now though he had his own agenda to follow. And it was designed to help all three of them. Even if they might find that hard to believe at the moment! Sometimes you had to be cruel to be kind. Sometimes you had to provoke situations. Sometimes you had to be prepared to be the bad guy. And he was. He always had been. Pushing back his chair he rose and went to the door opening it to reveal all three of the
summoned students waiting to enter. “ Good. I see you all made it then “ he said easily. Matt, would you bring a chair from my office for Michael? Then we can have a talk. I’m afraid I’ll have to ask both of you to wait while I discuss things with Matt. Scott told the other youths, his voice indicating that leaving wasn’t an option. “Don’t worry.. we wont be long.”
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He had stopped listening. There hadn't been any slow drifting out of his former, relatively attentive state, but more of a cut. When exactly it had happened, Matt couldn't remember, just like nobody is able to pinpoint the exact moment when they have fallen asleep afterwards. He didn't really care either, once he realised he actually had zoned out; it wasn't like he had been part of that conversation anyway. Or wanted to be. As much as there was a need to immerse himself in something, anything other than what threatened to become an unhealthy obsession, at this point, it seemed as likely to happen as space hamsters invading earth.
Matt's mind returned to the scene just in time to hear Max's question, making him inwardly cringe. Gods, if Summers kept them waiting much longer, chances were he'd just snap. What was he doing here anyway? This was a time to lock himself in his room, turn on depressive music of the 'mourning unrequited love' type and maybe write some sad poems. Or whatever people his age usually were supposed to do at such occasions. Whatever common procedure dictated, waiting in front of some office surely wasn't part of the to-do list.
And then it finally opened. Contrast wasn't sure whether to hug Scott for freeing him from this uncomfortable situation or glare at him because it had taken so long. He decided to go with neither, and just nodded. "Sure." Swift steps led him into the office and back out again, setting the chair down next to Michael. A slightly uneasy smile was directed at the disabled student before he turned to enter the room again, the door closing behind him this time.
His eyes wandered about, details being vaguely registered in the cursory way of people who are simply trying to look at something without staring at only one spot. He felt a little too wary of what was to come to look at Cyclops right away, unaware that at least it had done the trick of getting his mind off Max for a moment. The proverb to jump out of the frying pan and into the fire might have come to mind had he realised the change of his brain's main focus.
It probably were but a few seconds, but to Matt, the time of silence seemed to last forever. Surely it would be a faux pas to be the first to speak, and the last thing he wanted to do was make Mr Summers angry. Or angrier - although he hadn't exactly seemed infuriated when he had asked the light-elemental in. It really was about time he found out why he had been ordered there. Patience wasn't really a virtue he possessed. Especially not if there were several emo-pop CDs waiting to be listened to!
There comes a time when everyone of us has to take over responsibility for their actions. It stands to argue whether there is also a time when we can get rid of it again.
Re: Judgement Day"I’m sure he’s great half the time," Michael did everything he could to keep from letting it show that he understood why Max might be so retiscent about his team mate , though from his own past experience it was clear that Riley wasn’t always Mr Congeniality from the word go. And it had been pretty obvious from their breakfast conversation that Max wasn’t exactly high on Riley’s Christmas card list either.
Still, to give him his due, Riley had attempted at least to be objective in his appraisal of the Chadstone youth. And maybe Max was according Riley the same privilege, changing the potentially thorny subject to one that surely united them all. "So is he in there you think or is he for once… dare I say it.. running late?"
Matt’s lack of response to this or indeed to anything Michael himself had said since the dark clad mutant had arrived in the corridor didn’t particularly bother the young scot. A visit to the headmasters office wasn’t something to be looked forward too after all,and each person dealt with their stress in their own way. Matt with silence! Michael with words! And Matt…….. Bravado perhaps? Or a much more worrying conviction that ‘everything was for the best in the best of worlds!’ Or maybe just that if he acted so nonchalently he could convince people that that was the case.
Matt and Michael knew better though. After meeting hs father. And so did Mr Summers. That much at least was reassuring. Whatever happened here today one of them would be walking away from this interview with help they desperately needed. Though, to be honest when the office door eventually did open that wasn’t immediately any consolation to Michael.
This time, unlike his alter ego, he actually was capable of drawing in a breath and having his heart falter as Mr Summers emerged from his office like some feared dragon from its lair and said “ Good. I see you all made it then “Michael nodded numbly totally bereft of any reply apart from an unconvincing smile. “Matt, would you bring a chair from my office for Michael? Then we can have a talk. I’m afraid I’ll have to ask both of you to wait while I discuss things with Matt. ”
Ok he was doomed. There had been a small straw he had been clinging to, knowing the Institutes policy where medical history was concerned but even then he had to admit the straw had been thin. Still he had been pretty certain that Hank wouldn’t have let him be demolished in front of some of his fellow students. What he had feared had been the slight cough that might have come at the end of the meeting. The sympathetic ‘if you would be so kind as to wait behind, Michael!
Now though all bets were off. It was to be one on one and that meant there were no holds were barred. And him…He was left accepting a chair. Knowing that however much he hated being so weak, there was that purely physical part of him that was grateful for it. No one in their right mind was going to keep someone like that on a team.
He at least managed to wait till the office door was shut again before he threw the offending object against the wall, not hard enough to either break it or cause sufficient noise to attract the attention of those inside the office but more than hard enough to show his own feelings about it “Damn it all” he said, closing his eyes, though his body still shook with suppressed frustration and anger. .” Damn it all to hell”
Michael drew his still thin fingers through his hair and lent back against the wall .”And the worst thing is that he’s right” he told Max. ”I needed the chair.”
In reply to Max’s question, Mr Summers seemed to appear, the door pulling back and revealing a man who for as long as Max remembered had always seemed to remain the same, much like his wife, their age untouched by time. A sense of untameable beauty still resonated from his wife, and a deeper sense of… something… seemed to grow within the stone faced leader. There was a sense of authority about Scott Summers that came not from fear, which Max would understand, but something else, something great that left the youth strangely mystified, even if he barely gave the elder man much serious thought. There were moments like this, where he loomed all knowing and secretive that Max was reminded that this was a man who cared little for, and tolerated even less, half cocked tales and reckless behaviour. Somehow this never worried Max, it had never left him quaking in fear no matter the threats, today however there was something almost humiliating about being called here, and it was made even worse that it involved others.
"Good. I see you all made it then" An automatic curve tugged in the corner of Max’s mouth, though something lurked about the depths of the youths eyes for a moment before it was squished with a reckless disregard for the seriousness of the situation. "Matt, would you bring a chair from my office for Michael? Then we can have a talk. I’m afraid I’ll have to ask both of you to wait while I discuss things with Matt," For a moment the millionaires son let sapphire eyes drifte over to Matt, unsure on what exactly Matt was asked here for. Perhaps a part of Max was paranoid, but another part was curious, and a smaller part, just might be guilty, though the sensation inside felt distant and numb, difficult to figure out and easy to over look, so overlook it Max did. "Don’t worry.. we wont be long." A shift in Max’s shoulders was all he did in reply, the discomfort difficult to notice as Max’s mind rushed with thoughts on what exactly might not take them ‘long’, the thoughts irrational, yet flickered in a sense of awkward discomfort, barely a flame in the youths eyes before it was snuffed out with more rational thoughts. For the briefest of moments, for the glimpse of a heartbeat, during the instant of such thoughts, Max wondered in an afterthought of uncertainty, if he had perhaps momentarily been somehow jealous…of what? came the echo of a voice, one somehow detached and distant.
"Damn it all" It wasn’t the voice which had pulled Max’s attention towards Michael, but the flurry of motion in the corner of his eye, the thud of the seat against the wall, a voice resonating in a barley tempered fury, "Damn it all to hell" There was no reaction from Max, no obvious sign of recoiling, eyes watched with as much verve to them as dulled stones peering lifelessly towards the commotion. A moment later they blinked, the breath still leaking in and out of Max’s lungs as he watched the other, who appeared distressed and angered even as his body slouched against the wall. "And the worst thing is that he’s right" The student, Michael, said to Max, drawing the largely known bully of the school into the scene instead of leaving him in the sidelines to watch. "I needed the chair." Eyes studied the Scottish youth, there was an anger and a pain and Max wasn’t stupid enough to miss it, but for the life of him the stone shifter couldn’t figure out what on earth was causing so much upset, it was only a seat. Some people got upset when the show of their weakness was shoved in their face… maybe Michael was one of those people who really didn’t like being singled out like that, it was a theory Max could understand most readily. However… something nagged inside, deep enough that Max could brush it aside consciously, but still it remained hidden, warning him, telling him, something inside that Max rarely gave voice to.
"Everyone has needs," The voice trailed slightly, as if Max’s mind was wandering through the door and into the office, wanting to sit there and listen in and figure out what all this fuss was really about, "I hope that doesn’t mean he’ll be in there for ages," There was an air of a sigh in his tone as he glanced down the hall, not entirely aware that some would realize his habitual need to skirt the anger that had previously flared before. Anger was easily tolerable if Max was in control of it, however when it came from others he didn’t care to push it, avoidance was the easiest thing, that or meeting their anger with a fury of his own. This wasn’t one of the times for angry retaliation though, especially not to someone who had dared to stand up to his father, as stupid as that had been, even Max had figured it was done out of a twisted sense of… admittedly Max couldn’t figure what word to use next, a twisted sense of something, whatever that something was remained a mystery at this point to the Exile member. But if being on the teams had been important then why risk it for someone you don’t know, and over something not of his business, why everyone got so involved and heated over it just mystified the young Chadstone even more, but being dragged down here was beyond his ability to comprehend, none of it made sense.
"All this because I didn’t get into a stupid car," the groan was mumbled as arms folded over Max’s broad chest, thoughts swirling unbidden as Max realized it had little to do with the car and everything to do with what his father considered ‘revoltingly filthy’. A moment seemed to melt the youth’s defences as a sense of awkwardness seemed to flood through his veins. Words washed back from the previous day as Max’s eyes grazed over the slightly yellowing skin where his father had grabbed his wrist so very tightly, not that Steven meant to hurt Max, as always the youth thought with such excuses, like how it was Max’s own fault for resisting in the first place.
“I have no idea what your issues are exactly but there’s one thing you need to know. Here at Xavier’s it doesn’t matter if we’ve met before or not. We look out for each other. And I’m truly sorry but until I’m sure that Max will be safe with you…. then there’s no way I’m moving.” Michael’s words returned like echoes, and Max let his eyes flicker up at the boy who still look less then pleased and perhaps Max’s previous comment so shortly said before was not one that would lift anyone’s moods, least of all Michaels, who was suffering all this because of Max and his actions alone… After all, it was Max’s own deeds that drove his father’s anger and brought the powerful man to the school.
"Look, I can see this whole team thing means a lot to you, and I figure there’s more going on then I realize between you and Mr Summers," Max started, his body shifting to return to a more casual stance, leaning against the wall opposing Michael and looking back at the other with an expression blended somewhere between soft and guarded, "I’m sorry if yesterday caused all this, I made things worse then they needed to be," he thought a moment, though doubted his next offer would really be of any use, "do you think there’s anything I could say to him to get you off the hook? It’s not like you guys tried to start a-," He wanted to say fight and yet part of him clawed desperately at the fact that his father never meant for it to turn into such a thing, "-scene," they tried to stop it, Max could see that, it’s just that he wondered if it would have been easier to just have gone with his father instead of making things so much worse as they had done.
Re: Judgement Day“Please .. take a seat” Scott said as he made his way back to his own chair his useless right arm in its discrete sling making his movements more awkward than usual as he rearranged some papers on his desk before looking up at Matt with a sympathetic smile. “And don’t look so worried. Not every visit to a teachers office has to be an ordeal you know! Nor do I always call people down because they’ve done something wrong!
Cyclops leaned back in his chair and looked with eyes hidden by his now omnipresent visor at the young mutant sitting opposite him. “Xavier’s is a strange school…. as you well know” Scott told him quietly “There’s not another one like it anywhere in the world. Our students are special. Different! And we ask much more from them than any other establishment, not just in the academic field but also in terms of self control, dedication, and, in the case of those who, like you, have been placed on a team, devotion to duty.”
It should have sounded pompous and overdone but somehow it didn’t. Not coming from Scott. Because there was a deep conviction lying behind each word based on a lifetime spent trying to live up to just such principles. “If you do well in class your teacher will tell you so. If you do well on your team mission then your team leader will be sure to mention it. Yesterday though…” Scott smiled again “you weren’t in class and your team leader wasn’t around. But I was. “
Cyclops ran his hand lightly over the papers on his desk. “ I’ve been getting good reports about you “ he told Contrast , his voice expressing the approval his eyes couldn’t. “It seems that you’ve been making a real effort and it hasn’t gone unnoticed. “Standing up to Max’s father though. Keeping you’re head,the way you did. Stepping up when you had to. That showed courage and a maturity that was impressive. “
“And” the X man went on “minimal use of your powers. Very diplomatic if I may say so. More than I was myself I fear “ The smile had for an instant become a grin , revealing the sense of humour that lay unexpectedly behind the severe exterior. “it was a difficult situation and you handled it well.” Scott continued. “As Logan would say You did good, kid.You were a credit to the school And I just thought someone should tell you that.”
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At Scott's words, Matt pulled up the chair that stood opposite of the teacher's, using the moment to take a deep breath and force himself to calm down. Cyclops wasn't known to be a trickster - quite the contrary. If he said there were nothing to worry about, then he could be trusted. Or so he told himself. Still there was a slight tension in his body, a fidgeting of his leg he was trying to control. Sometimes, one's body simply refuses to listen to reason. Actually, that was the case more often than not.
The little speech that followed had been entirely unexpected, but the compliment was still like music to his ears. Even though Matt didn't think it to be all that justified. "Thank you, Mr Summers," he said politely, "but I know Max so... I guess it was kind of normal for me to try and intervene." An embarrassed smile appeared on his features. He was anything but used to praise, and despite the triumphant feeling in his chest still felt he had to put things 'right'.
People tend not to realise how complex a system language actually is. Nuances in meaning between synonyms can alter entire sentences, connotations decide whether things are taken literally or considered ironic. It is all a matter of wording things right... and Matt wasn't all that sure of whether what he had to say would get out the way it was intended to. "I'm not sure Michael had even known Max before though... and he stood up to that bas-..." He pulled a face, interrupting himself. "Sorry... to Mr Chadstone anyway."
The antipathy he felt towards Steven was all too prominent on the contrasting mutant's features, and his attempt to return his expression to something more neutral made things just worse. Too deeply engraved was his hatred of the man who had beaten up his own son, formed him in such a way he was unable to differentiate between right and wrong. There was nothing good he had to say about Chadstone sr. And despite telling himself he were trying to conceal that aversion, a part of him didn't see the point in doing so.
There comes a time when everyone of us has to take over responsibility for their actions. It stands to argue whether there is also a time when we can get rid of it again.
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Well that had certainly made things better! Michael sighed and closed his eyes. Yep nothing like an embarrassing display of anger to really impress people.
It had been stupid beyond words. After all if he could do nothing about his physical weaknesses he could at least show some emotional maturity and throwing inanimate objects around wasn’t exactly the way to do that. Still if he had been going to lose it it was better to do so now rather than in the office with Mr Summers. Though he had made things awkward for Max . "Everyone has needs," the other youth told him succinctly before changing the subject. "I hope that doesn’t mean he’ll be in there for ages,"
So that was how Max was going to play it. Well that was fine by him. In fact Michael was grateful that his little tantrum had been dismissed so easily. Or at least that Max was thoughtful enough to pretend that it had been. Because something in the older boy's eyes told Michael that all this wasn’t going down quite as nonchalantly as he was trying to make out, and his next words certainly confirmed that. "All this because I didn’t get into a stupid car,"
The young Scot’s surprised regard shot over to Max’s face as he registered what had been said. Could he really believe that it would have been better if he had climbed into that limousine with his father? That was just daft! You didn’t go off with people who looked at you the way Max’s father had looked at him the previous day. Not if you wanted to walk away unhurt that was! That was something Max had to have realised wasn’t it? Or, Michael wondered in alarm, had this little flare up of his put some doubt about that into Max’s mind?
"Look,” the other youth said seriously “I can see this whole team thing means a lot to you, and I figure there’s more going on then I realize between you and Mr Summers, I’m sorry if yesterday caused all this, I made things worse then they needed to be," Oh lord he really had screwed things up. Now Max thought he was somehow responsible for all this when in fact nothing was further from the truth. "do you think there’s anything I could say to him to get you off the hook? It’s not like you guys tried to start a- scene,"
“No no “ Michael answered quickly “None of this is your fault. I’m sure Mr Summers isn’t going to tell us off for lending a hand yesterday.. or if he is then this school isn’t the place I think it is.After all " the astral mutant went on with a quick grin. “He waded into the fray himself didn’t he? And besides.. even if that was the case you didn’t exactly ask me to get involved now did you? That was my own decision and not one that I’ll ever regret no matter how this pans out. “
Do you have brothers? Michael asked suddenly , looking across at Max . “ I’ve got three. One’s a good guy, the other thinks more with his fists than with his brain and the third… George… well he’s a real of piece of work” This wasn’t something Michael found easy to talk about but somehow he felt that he had too here and now.
“ He’s a bully.. An intelligent bully. Which is the worst kind. He’s the sort of person who could make kids throw up every morning before they went to school out of fear that they might just catch his attention. And he didn’t get any better as he grew up. Needless to say” Michael added with a wry smile “ he and I didn’t get on very well. He’d tear up my homework, chuck my book’s in the bin…. Any manner of petty things to make my life miserable.”
“On the grand scale though” the young Scot went on quietly “ he put me in the emergency room at the hospital twice after I “accidentally” fell down the stairs.Oh no.. Michael hastened to explain seeing the question rising in Max’s eyes “That’s not what left me like this.. hit and run…me versus a car and the car won. But that’s beside the point.”
“What I’m saying is that.. even knowing what George was and all that he was capable of, I once got into a car with him. Michael sighed “Why? I don’t know. I should have known better. Maybe because……………. despite everything…… he was my brother and that had to count for something, right? Wrong!”
How much of this Michael was ready to go into not even he really knew. But now he had started he just couldn’t back out. ‘Turns out there was a market for mutants. Who’d have thought! If you could prove they were worth something that was. And George was more than willing to cash in”
Michael took a deep breath to steady his voice before going on “Lets just say what followed wasn’t the best time of my life. And it certainly taught me once and for all that, just because someone is part of your family, that doesn’t automatically mean that they won’t hurt you.
Michael’s voice was deadly serious and his eyes older than his years as he told Max.. Yesterday your father had that same look. The one I’ve seen on George’s face so many times. Both you and I know that if you had got into that car with him he would have hurt you. And that was something I couldn’t stand by and let happen.No matter what the consequences”
Re: Judgement Day"No no" The swiftness of the reply made Max a little confused, why wouldn’t Michael want help? Or did he think it’d cause more trouble then solve? "None of this is your fault. I’m sure Mr Summers isn’t going to tell us off for lending a hand yesterday.. or if he is then this school isn’t the place I think it is.After all" Not his fault? Right, because his dad wanted to be there and they wanted to get into a rumble with him, it was all because of Max. Steven was there because Max was there, Max had done something wrong so it made sense his father would get upset. Matt arrived because Max was there, therefore already two people were there solely because of Max, and in the end Michael got dragged into things because Max got involved with Matt."He waded into the fray himself didn’t he? And besides.. even if that was the case you didn’t exactly ask me to get involved now did you? That was my own decision and not one that I’ll ever regret no matter how this pans out."But why? It didn’t make sense, at least he knew Matt, that made it a bit more understandable that Matt would step in, but Michael? What drove his actions? What did he want? What did he get from having done what he did? Gratitude was sometimes paid with a great price, while Max could think of a few ways to repay Matt, he couldn’t figure anything that Michael might want from him… at least not that he’d be brave enough to offer so cluelessly.
"Do you have brothers?"Apparently I have two. He thought of it rather bitterly for a moment, yes part of him relished seeing James once again, and yet another part flared, what had kept him away, what had stopped him from coming back? And Kevin? What was the deal with Kevin? Why hadn’t anyone ever told Max of his younger half brother, didn’t they think he’d want to know? All these years feeling like a lonely single child, and here he was the middle child of three! "I’ve got three. One’s a good guy, the other thinks more with his fists than with his brain and the third… George… well he’s a real of piece of work" How would he and his siblings be classed then…? Jamie would be the good guy, he was always the good guy, and no matter how angry Max was with him, nothing could stop that idolism towards the elder brother. Kevin, he was sweet enough too, a little sneaky at times Max sensed, but with a good heart, full of daydreams and hope yet dragged down and haunted by the pains of real life. Then there was Max, the screw up, the let down. A flicker of images sprawled out in Chadstone’s mind as he almost pictured the magazines and how they might put the article, what sort of pictures would fit them best, even the headlines. As he thought, Michael continued speaking and Max’s focus, though partially divided at times, still soaked up what Michael was saying.
"He’s a bully.. An intelligent bully. Which is the worst kind. He’s the sort of person who could make kids throw up every morning before they went to school out of fear that they might just catch his attention. And he didn’t get any better as he grew up. Needless to say" Max had been called a bully before, he was pretty sure however he’d never been called an intelligent bully. Sometimes fear was a good ally, it gave you strength over people, they would do things they might not want to just because they feared what might happen should they not comply. Or they left you alone…… "he and I didn’t get on very well. He’d tear up my homework, chuck my book’s in the bin…. Any manner of petty things to make my life miserable." The only other person who seemed fond of schoolwork that Max had yet gotten to know was Paige, and for a moment he wondered if she’d find out what happened. There was a look in her eyes at times, torn between admiration and hurt, he was used to that from people, they were fond of him and yet hated him at times, they thought he looked well enough, but didn’t like who he was. He hated them more for it, better to ignore then to show how it annoyed him.
"On the grand scale though" Continued Michael, who had Max eyeing him carefully as the Scot talked, tracing out the features of the battered body and the outline and summing up the crutches and even the way the youth styled his hair. Curiosity itched as Max wondered if Michael had ever even had sex yet, at first Max wondered how the handicap would have effected his time with women, obviously running around nightclubs wouldn’t be so easy. And then he wondered more, surely Michael had had some sort of encounter, even if it was awkward or limited…When Max was on crutches he hadn’t really managed much, even if he did get a girl to warm his bed more often then not, it still hadn’t been easy for him to deal with and it hurt a lot at times. "he put me in the emergency room at the hospital twice after I “accidentally” fell down the stairs.Oh no.." Down stairs? Max stared, his mind now focused, sure his father had accidentally pushed Max down stairs before in anger, that’s how he got on crutches at one point. Trying to picture Jamie throwing him down stairs though, it just didn’t come, Jamie was awkward and shy at times, but outspoken and in your face at others. He was defensive and passionate and he loved his brothers as much as his lungs loved the air they breathed, Max could see that, even if he couldn’t understand a thousand other things, he had always been able to see that. Did Michael’s brother make him a cripple?
"That’s not what left me like this.. hit and run…me versus a car and the car won. But that’s beside the point." Was it? Something in Michael’s body language said otherwise, it was a point, it meant something important, otherwise he’d not have said it, he’d not have said it in the way he’d said it either, it was something, and it left him broken, everyone could see that as Michael manoeuvred the halls on his crutches. "What I’m saying is that.. even knowing what George was and all that he was capable of, I once got into a car with him." With arms still folded, Max seemed to tense his arms a bit more for a moment, hugging himself tighter as if a cold breeze had swept the hall, but he eased soon after. "Why? I don’t know. I should have known better. Maybe because……………. despite everything…… he was my brother and that had to count for something, right? Wrong!" People didn’t talk about family with Max, yeah sometimes they often mentioned personal things, but family, secrets, they weren’t like this, normal just about how angry they were with their screwy parents, or parents that never let them have any fun, or have boys around or their boyfriend couldn’t please them, or did something that upset them so bad. Why was Michael saying all this? Part of Max knew, another part didn’t want to think about its meaning. Max was never faced with problems like that, or rarely was, if a girl couldn’t please him he’d either play with her till he got bored and moved on or just put it down as a name to avoid.
"Turns out there was a market for mutants. Who’d have thought! If you could prove they were worth something that was. And George was more than willing to cash in" The thought of someone cashing in on mutants annoyed Max clearly enough, though some talk about an attack on a mutant market did ring in his mind, though he wasn’t part of the group so he only took it down as wild rumours. Was that where Michael came from? The boy was new, and he did arrive around the time those rumours had started, and by the way he told the story… Max looked a little blank for a moment as he focused on picturing it all in his mind and tried to tie it all together. "Lets just say what followed wasn’t the best time of my life. And it certainly taught me once and for all that, just because someone is part of your family, that doesn’t automatically mean that they won’t hurt you." At the comment, Max lowered his eyes, tracing outlines on the floor and then following an invisible object as if it were caught in a stream flowing up the hall.
"Yesterday your father had that same look. The one I’ve seen on George’s face so many times. Both you and I know that if you had got into that car with him he would have hurt you. And that was something I couldn’t stand by and let happen. No matter what the consequences" No one had ever been so blunt and opinionated as Michael aside from Amy, the girl who Max’s father had hired to sleep with Max to teach the boy what needed to be known in order to please the girls. Max liked Amy, but his father was quickly put off her, she was smart and had a mind of her own, and she would tell Max not to let his father hurt him, as it was hard to hide bruises once stripped of your clothing. It had been futile to explain things to Amy, to try and get her to understand that they were accidents and his father never wished him serious harm. That he was just mad and frustrated from all the things Max did wrong, she spent time in the estate, she knew how angry Max could make his parents, but she still wouldn’t seem to listen to Max’s excuses. But that didn’t seem to stop Max from trying, even if for once it was starting to feel a little hollow when he spoke.
"Parents smack their kids all the time," It was true enough, he’d seen it shops, a kid would start screaming because they wanted a toy or a treat or something and at hearing ‘no’ they’ve flared up, or they’d be screaming and crying and you’d have no clue why and only see the parent getting more and more upset. "My father didn’t just decide to come here and drag me into the car, it was my fault that I angered him, I did something and I knew it would upset him… and I knew how he’d feel about it," His voice lowered slightly as he stared still up the hall, he could almost see his father banging against one of the doors to be let, could almost see him looming over Max as he curled painfully on the floor. Goosebumps threatened to tickle the stone-shifters flesh, "All dad wants is respect towards him and my mother and for me to do well and be impressive and win respect for myself, so when I do stupid things he gets angry, they both do, if he hated me, he’d not care what I did to myself," Kevin and Jamie hadn’t really walked about their parents, all Max knew was that Kevin’s mother had died somehow and that it haunted him, and that there was an anger inside of the younger boy that especially flared if Max ever mentioned their father, and so discussions had stayed well clear of it. Save for Jamie sitting down and trying to tell Max the same similar things, warning him that their father was dangerous and that they all needed to be careful, especially Max who was still so naïve to the danger that surrounded him.
"He loves me and he never means to hurt me bad, maybe if you’re father clipped your brother some when he screwed up you’d not have gotten thrown down the stairs a second time, if at all," After all, if the kid didn’t pay much mind to Michaels safety then maybe he’d think twice if he knew it’d come back to him in a thrashing. A thumb brushed lightly over the face of his watch, he still didn’t get why Jamie left, there was only a vague explanation he could be given and it just made him a little angrier with everyone involved. "Everyone’s on his case and no one has even asked me why he’s so angry, it’s like you all just think he’s some abusive prick that takes perverted delight in my suffering but he’s not like that, he loves all of us." The anger seemed to seep back into his words and agitation was clearly visible, though Max would prefer his father to give him a belting then to take the Panacea from him and the more this arguing continued between them the greater the risk.
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Matt’s relief was visible, the tension easing out of his body more and more with each passing minute to be finally replaced with something that looked like quiet pride. Which was after all the object of the exercise as far as Scott was concerned at least.
While cockiness was to be avoided at all costs the pride that came from the knowledge that you had done well and had been seen to have done well was quite another story. It built up a young X mans confidence. It confirmed them in the belief that they were on the right road. And if, even in the face of praise, they managed to pull out some genuine modesty then it also made their teachers smile as Scott did now faced with Matt’s awkward dismissal of his own actions.
. "Thank you, Mr Summers, but I know Max so... I guess it was kind of normal for me to try and intervene." Based on that criteria there were a lot of people who should have stepped into the fray and yet they hadn’t. And that was what set Matt and Michael apart. What made them worthy to be on a team when the others weren’t.
Matt too seemed to have been impressed with the other youths commitment. "I'm not sure Michael had even known Max before though” he told Scott earnestly... and he stood up to that bas-..." The word was bitten off but they both knew that it had been heartfelt. "Sorry... to Mr Chadstone anyway."
“No need to apologise” Scott replied with a wry smile. “I’ve spent some time discussing Mr Chadstone with Dr McCoy and believe me, while Hank doesn’t resort to swearing, his comments on the man were hardly any more complementary than yours. We know what he did to Max you see. In fact Hank went over and had a little discussion with Chadstone on that very subject. Told him if he ever laid a hand on his son again there would be hell to pay.
Actually” Cyclops went on candidly” if things had got any more out of hand yesterday I really don’t think I could have stopped him from paying another , less diplomatic, visit. But thankfully you and Michael made sure that didn’t happen and yes…. I will be saying nice things to Michael as well…Scott reassured Matt even if there are some aspects to his being on a team that have to be seriously thought through. For the moment though I need your help concerning this whole business with Max.
Scott leaned slightly forward “I don’t want that man on these grounds ever again, that goes without saying. But the fact is, if he meets Max here then we at least have some control of the situation. If Max is obliged to go elsewhere to meet with him then things could be very different. So….. what’s your opinion.” It was a genuine question, not a test or some kind of patronising gesture, that much was clear from the X mans attitude. . “ You know Max better than I do. After everything that’s happened will he still go to his father if Steven calls him? And if so…… should we ban Chadstone from the Institute or not?”
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The excuses started almost immediately, and while Michael had been half expecting them, they still saddened him all the same. He had hoped that maybe what had happened the previous day would have opened Max’s eyes to a situation that he himself could see all too clearly. But apparently that had been too much to ask.
"Parents smack their kids all the time," Max told him defensively. "My father didn’t just decide to come here and drag me into the car, it was my fault that I angered him, I did something and I knew it would upset him… and I knew how he’d feel about it," *And you knew how he’d react!*Michael thought unhappily ‘ because that’s how he always reacts right? With his fists! ‘
The young Scot had known that to be true as soon as Max’s father had turned his attention on him. Physically it had been obvious that Michael posed no threat whatsoever. He had been at best a minor annoyance. And yet violence had been Steven’s automatic response to his intervention. Violence and a cruelty that said Michael’s infirmity had only added to the enjoyment of knocking him down. And yet Max still defended him
"All dad wants is respect towards him and my mother and for me to do well and be impressive and win respect for myself, the other boy went on so when I do stupid things he gets angry, they both do, if he hated me, he’d not care what I did to myself,"
Tough love! Yeah right! Somehow Michael wasn’t feeling the warmth. And he seriously doubted that Max was either.But that didn’t stop him from making himself the villain of the piece rather than his father. "He loves me and he never means to hurt me bad,” There was an admission there even if Max didn’t realise it. How many times Michael wondered had his father ‘not meant to hurt him bad” And how many more times would he do it again if max didn’t come to his senses.? Maybe if you’re father clipped your brother some when he screwed up you’d not have gotten thrown down the stairs a second time, if at all," Max said suddenly the words hitting a nerve.
There had been many times when Michael had wished someone would do just that. Smack George round the head for a change. But in his heart he had known that would have been wrong. Some discipline might have kept George in check, though he doubted it, but hitting him would certainly only have made matters worse justifying his own violence by example. Giving him an excuse for his bullying ways!
Max was still talking though , his words dragging Michael's focus back to where it should have been. On Max’s problem rather than his own. "Everyone’s on his case and no one has even asked me why he’s so angry, it’s like you all just think he’s some abusive prick that takes perverted delight in my suffering but he’s not like that, he loves all of us."
*Oh come on Max! You don’t really believe that do you,* That was what Michael wanted to say but what he said instead was.” Ok Max Let’s say he had a good reason to act the way he did yesterday. Though I have to admit the whole knocking me off my crutches and half strangling Matt thing will take a bit of justification. Any way….”. Michael went on calmly “you say that no one ever asks for his side of the story. So I’m asking now. Why is he so angry Max? Angry enough to do what he did to us? To do what he would have done to you if you had got in that car?
Re: Judgement Day"Ok Max Let’s say he had a good reason to act the way he did yesterday. Though I have to admit the whole knocking me off my crutches and half strangling Matt thing will take a bit of justification. Any way…." While Max could come up with the possibility of his father not realizing how unsteady Michael was on his crutches, but Matt? There was definite hatred that drove that action, there was no mistake or accident in those hands clasping about Matt’s neck, and Max knew enough to see that. "you say that no one ever asks for his side of the story. So I’m asking now. Why is he so angry Max? Angry enough to do what he did to us? To do what he would have done to you if you had got in that car?" It was the question no one had asked but one Max never wanted to hear either, and the way the youth pulled away from the wall and stepped closer towards Michael, lowing his voice but looking agitated from the discomfort the question caused.
"I said no one cared to ask the question," He began, throwing a side glance at the door briefly before inching his face closer towards Michael’s, "I didn’t say it was a question I cared to answer," Once again toned arms wrapped about himself as Max turned to stare at the door, he hated being left out here waiting, he hated waiting in general to be honest. Chadstone seemed to rest his back against the wall again but this time beside Michael, staring over at the other wall for a moment as he seemed to think to himself.
"You probably wouldn’t talk to me if I answered you, I’ve seen it happen before, I’ve seen people get hurt for it, I was just being stupid… so he’s disappointed in me, and he never liked Xavier, he doesn’t even know I’m on a team," It was the first time Max had admitted that to anyone, the whole stress he put McCoy through by not wanting to admit it and in the end Max just ends up saying it as if it was the easiest thing in the world… Maybe compared to what else was happening it did seem that way, back on the training island life hadn’t seemed so difficult. "….I thought he might have come to apologize," It wasn’t too long ago that Steven had entered the grounds and caused another disturbance, Max hadn’t faired so well that time though, and he barely remembered more then darkness and pain, eyes tight shut and a world of hurt around him. "I would have gone.. I just wanted to shower first, I didn't mean to make that scene, he thought I was being insolent," Max seemed to be going in circles, something seeming to bar his progression forwards, a desperation of deluded thoughts he clang to in twisted hopes.
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They knew about the abuse Steven had made his son undergo? That fact, so casually mentioned, came both as a shock and a strange sort of relief to Matt who now realised he had still somewhat been doubting his own hunch, no matter how clear the evidence he had found. It was almost exhilarating to hear he hadn't been delusional after all, the possibility of Scott talking about something other than the recent beating that had sent Max into hospital quickly dismissed when he explained things a little bit further.
Still, there was a bitter aftertaste remaining. If the staff knew, why hadn't they done anything more lasting? Warning Chadstone was all well, but the readiness with which Max had accepted the treatment as fitting into his warped idea of normalcy spoke so very clearly of other incidents in the past. Surely McCoy would have come to the same conclusion, logical as it was - or so at least it seemed to the light-elemental who now clenched his fists painfully to keep himself from pacing up and down the room.
Was money really everything? Did it grant Chadstone Sr the right to do whatever he wanted; could one not win against him simply because he could afford the best lawyers? Was the law really this weak? Once again, fantasies of revenge arose within him to forcefully be pushed back to where they belonged. Oh Justice was blind, alright, but she was deaf too, it seemed, and muted by a thick roll of cash. If only he could protect Max, make him see the truth - but those were futile thoughts, vain hopes. Everybody has a filter system, preselecting what we perceive, but the infamous school bully had developed something much more efficient, blinds that kept him from noticing what really mattered, what could have freed him.
Steven really had done an admirable job; the cynical thought passed his mind just as Scott had asked his opinion, a bitter chuckle sounding from the light-elemental before he replied, his voice lowered, speaking relatively fast. "In Max's world, his father is a god. Infallible, intrinsically well-meaning and honesty itself." He sighed, sadness replacing his black humour. "He will always find excuses for Steven... he doesn't listen to reason, because in his mind, warning him about his dad is totally unreasonable. There is a set of logics in his mind that tweaks and warps everything into a shape fitting the image he has of what the world and people's relations have to be like."
Why was he telling Cyclops all of this? Was it simply because he was glad to finally be able to share his findings with someone who cared? Not that it would change anything. There was nothing anyone could do, other than brainwash Max into, well, not being brainwashed anymore. He really shouldn't have given away any of this, his conscience was telling him sternly, regret tying his guts into painful knots."Please don't tell him anything I told you...," Matt whispered pleadingly. And then, after a short moment of silence: "If Steven Chadstone wants to see his son, he will find a way. We can't chain Max in some basement cell, nor can anyone keep his old man from entering. He would find a way... and I don't want to imagine what would happen to Max if his father had had difficulties getting to him. Somehow, he would turn it into being Max's fault..."
Matt didn't continue, but his look expressed everything left to be said. He had seen no sympathy in Steven's eyes, only this almost palpable hatred that still gave him the chills. And still it wasn't fear of physical punishment that was the source of his control over Max. No... it wasn't all that simple. Regrettably.
There comes a time when everyone of us has to take over responsibility for their actions. It stands to argue whether there is also a time when we can get rid of it again.
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He had asked for Matt’s opinion and he go it, the youth’s words sadly confirming what Scott himself has feared. "In Max's world, his father is a god. Matt told him bitterly Infallible, intrinsically well-meaning and honesty itself."
Strange how easy it was to do that. Blind yourself to the truth when it was too ugly to face. Stranger still that it was easier to believe that you somehow were responsible for the violence you underwent rather than to place the blame where it really belonged. On your abuser.
It was a path Scott had walked himself in his youth, before Charles had come and rescued him. Lost and starved of any kind of affection he had reached out to the first person who had shown an interest in him, even if that interest had been purely self seeking. And the blows he had received every time he had failed to do what was expected of him had seemed infinitely justified or at least acceptable, given that the alternative had been that terrifying loneliness he had known since the supposed death of his family.
But he had finally come to his senses! Not soon enough it was true but eventually at least. When his nature revolted against the crimes he was being asked to commit. When he realised that all Jack was really interested in was his power. With the Institutes help he had got out of that life and made a new one for himself. Now he could only hope that Max would do the same. Though from what Matt was saying it didn’t lsound as if he was ready to make that move yet
. "He will always find excuses for Steven...” Matt continued “he doesn't listen to reason, because in his mind, warning him about his dad is totally unreasonable. There is a set of logics in his mind that tweaks and warps everything into a shape fitting the image he has of what the world and people's relations have to be like."
It did make a difference Scott had to admit, the fact that it was Max’s own father who was doing this to him. A stranger who picked you up on the street as, Jack had done with him, wasn’t obliged to love you and care for you. Your father on the other hand… if he didn’t love you then who would? That was the underlying fear in cases like this. The fear that you were so flawed that even your own parents turned away.
How ironic that out of all the students at the Institute, all of those lost mutants who had come to their doors, abandoned and reviled because of their powers it should be Max, the one person whose father actively embraced and exalted in his mutation that should find himself in this predicament.
It would probably have been easier if he had been rejected because of his power, at least then he would have had something concrete to blame for his fathers treatment of him. But that wasn’t the case. Scott didn’t know exactly what had set Steven off in the first place and he didn’t care. . All he knew was that nothing, nothing Max may or may not have done, merited the beating he had suffered and the treatment he had undergone the previous day.If only Max himself could be made to see that. Matt didn’t hold out much hope on that front though.
Please don't tell him anything I told you...," he asked Scott, his distress clear in his voice. He was deeply concerned for his friend that much was obvious and just as evidently at a loss as to what to do to help him. "If Steven Chadstone wants to see his son, he will find a way.” It was stated as a fact. As if Chadstone was some unstoppable monster they couldn’t ever hope to bring down.Which, Scott supposed, he was in many ways. But then again bringing down monsters was what the X men did. And there was no reason why this one wouldn’t fall like all the rest. Once they found a way to attack it.
Matt went on enumerating the difficulties that lay ahead of them. We can't chain Max in some basement cell, nor can anyone keep his old man from entering. He would find a way... and I don't want to imagine what would happen to Max if his father had had difficulties getting to him. Somehow, he would turn it into being Max's fault..."
“Keeping Steven out of the Institute isn’t a problem”. Scott told the young goth emphatically. “Keeping him away from Max isn’t really all that much of a challenge either. If Max is on our side that is. We have enough evidence to get a restraining order issued against his father. In fact we could take Steven to trial tomorrow if Max would testify. But I think you and I both know that’s not going to happen.
However….. you and Michael both have a strong case against him. The teacher’s voice betrayed nothing and the visor kept his eyes guarded too as he told Matt. “Assault. In front of witnesses.. and caught on camera.Should you wish to press charges”