(putting this here for now since I can't save it)
I fooled myself again
Trusting an illusion
Of what I thought to be
Never ceasing love
I burned myself again
Leaving scars that never heal
Becoming cynical
To this thing called love
Look into my mind
Fragments of what I desired
In this state I cry
Father please won't you show me
Show me how
To stop it now
Cleanse my mind
Help me find
Love
My soul is an open wound
Filled with salt of sadness
Was this my destiny
To be left alone
I nurse my misery
Leave no room for anyone
Still I am cynical
To this thing called love
A pale reflection
Of a broken soul
Slips through these eyes
Full of tears
Emotional blackout
I cannot trust my own feelings
My sorrow eats me up inside
Learn from mistakes
See what it takes
My feelings fail
Your love remains
Now I'm Nothing
I smashed myself to pieces
I am gonna fuck myself up
I'm sifting through the ashes
Oh what I have become
I gave myself away now I'm nothing
I let it slip away now I'm nothing
All that I can do is break myself in two
I fucked it all away now I'm nothing
Wave wave wave wave goodbye
Wave wave wave wave goodbye
Ahh....
I need more affection than you know [Reversed]
[Chorus]
In you and I,
There's a new land,
Angels in flight
I need more affection than you know [Reversed]
My Sanctuary,
My Sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away...
Music will tie
I need more affection than you know [Reversed]
What's left of me,
What's left of me now...
I watch you
fast asleep,
All I fear
Means nothing...
[Chorus]
In you and I,
There's a new land,
Angels in flight
I need more affection than you know [Reversed]
My Sanctuary,
My Sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away...
Music will tie
I need more affection than you know [Reversed]
What's left of me,
What's left of me
So many ups and downs [Reversed]
My heart's a battleground
I need two emotions [Reversed]
But,
I need more affection than you know [Reversed]
I need two emotions [Reversed]
You show me how to see,
That nothing is whole
and nothing is broken...
[Chorus]
In you and I,
There's a new land,
Angels in flight
I need more affection than you know [Reversed]
My Sanctuary,
My Sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away...
Music will tie
I need more affection than you know [Reversed]
What's left of me,
What's left of me now...
Ooh...
My fears...
My lies...
Melt away...
I... I need more affection than you know [Reversed]
Dancing for Nickels - Dancing for Nickels
there's something you should know
i'm a superhero
i don't know how to fly
i'm too afraid to even try
i don't drive fancy cars
i've got no battle scars
the mark's not from any wars i've fought
it's from my battle with the vicious chicken-pox
i'm a superhero
i'm a superhero
i don't have any special powers
neither did tarzan
i'm not a billionaire playboy
neither was superman
i don't battle evil
in the middle of the night
but you're my sidekick
gonna help me fight
i'm a superhero
i'm a superhero
i do my best for you
tear my heart out for you
i'm a superhero for you
Artist/Band: Creek Nickel
Lyrics for Song: Speak
Lyrics for Album: This Side
Well, I sat down next to a photograph.
Tried my best, almost made her laugh.
She was my doll-faced crown.
There in the way was a mountain of inner clouds.
Well, I can't sleep and I'm not in love.
Well, I can't speak without messing up.
Eyes tell her what's behind.
Hers showed the way to a long and a lonely climb.
At the failure of the sea,
She'll see how far I've come.
And it's you an' me in the silent sea.
I'll offer my heart to yours.
Seems to me no mystery.
It isn't so I'll try hard to speak.
Well, I sat down next to a living hell.
Tried my best until I struck out.
The movement is not mine.
I stood in the way, pretending that I was a vine.
Got no feeling I perceived,
From a mouth that drinks it's wine.
And it's not me, not my sanctity,
These aren't my words to you.
It's all clear when it's not in here.
So clear so I'll try not to speak.
Tori Amos - Little Earthquakes
excuse but can i be you for a while
my dog won't bite if you sit real still
i got the anti-christ in the kitchen yelling at me, again
yeah, i can hear it
been saved again by the garbage truck
i got something to say, you know, but nothing comes
yes, i know what you think of me, you never shut up
yeah, i can hear that, what if i'm a mermaid
in these jeans of his with her name still on it
hey, but i don't care 'cause sometimes
i said sometimes, i hear my voice
and it's been here, silent all these years
so you found a girl who thinks really deep thoughts
what's so amazing about really deep thoughts?
boy, you best pray that i bleed real soon
how's that thought for you?
my scream got lost in a paper cup
i think there's a heaven where the screams have gone
i've got twenty-five bucks and a cracker
do you think it's enough to get us there?
'cause what if i'm a mermaid in these jeans of his with her name still on it
hey, but i don't care 'cause sometimes
i said sometimes, i hear my voice
and it's been here, silent all these
years go by, will i still be waiting
for somebody else to understand?
years go by, if i'm stripped of my beauty
i'm the orange clouds raining in my hand
years go by, will i choke on my tears
'til finally there is nothing left
one more casualty, you know we're too easy, easy, easy
well i love the way we communicate
your eyes focus on my funny lip shape
let's hear what you think of me now
but baby don't look up, the sky is falling
your mother shows up in a nasty dress
and it's your turn now to stand where i stand
everybody looking at you, you take hold of my hand
yeah, i can hear them
but what if i'm a mermaid in these jeans of yours with her name still on it
hey, but i don't care 'cause sometimes
i said sometimes, i hear my voice
i hear my voice
i hear my voice
and it's been here
silent all these years
i've been here
silent all these years
silent all these
silent all these years
Artist/Band: Creek Nickel
Lyrics for Song: Young
Lyrics for Album: This Side
Young and with no clue.
An' I wanna love you.
Give me the key to,
What is so bad.
Everything I've read.
An' everything you've said,
Prove you're over my head.
Help me climb out.
I know that you told me nobody.
Are you sure you're that sure about me?
Hey, what did I do?
I've spoken too soon.
Listen, now this tune,
Forget the words.
Waited till someday,
'Cause when I know what you'd say.
Say it in the best way.
You've ever heard.
I know that you told me, nobody.
Are you sure you're that sure about me?
Young and with no clue.
Still wanna love you.
Give credit where it's due,
I've got good taste.
It's not like I wanna get married.
I never asked you to kiss me.
Just don't want you to be sorry.
You didn't try.
Artist: Twinball
Album: Remnants Of A Broken Soul
Title: Broken Soul
The beast in me fall on your knees
Don't believe in everything that you see
I run to you from heaven from hell
Eyes of steal, I'm begging you please
Everybody takes the fall
The fall down from it all
I'm hiding myself deep in the mud
Praying for the everlasting flood
My need to be the broken soul
Makes me want to strike you down
So talk to me and come my way
It's like a gift you can't deny
The night the moon I'm blinded by light
See as I'm done what I have become
The sun the moon will take me away
Living my life just for today
Everybody takes the fall
The fall down from it all
I'm hiding myself lost in this world
Praying for a shimmering sky
I Want My Life Lyrics Artist(Band):Smile Empty Soul
I try
To be the man I am
In times of broken lives
And shattered dreams and plans
Standing up to fight
The pressures and demands
Staring at the knife
And holding in your hand
What used to be your life
This world is crazy, crazy
My dreams are fading, fading
I want my life, I want my life
You fight
Your fucked up holy wars
Fire Anti-Christ
Jesus will come down
And help us win tonight
Now how should I feel?
I think I feel alright
So tell me where to aim
I'm blinded by the light
This world is crazy, crazy
My dreams are fading, fading
No one can save me, save me
I want my life
I want my life
I want my life
I want my life
And when I wake up you'll be here
And it will be the way it was
The way it was...
I want my life
(In times of broken lives)
I want my life
(In times of broken lives)
I want my life
(In times of broken lives)
Extol The Prodigal Son lyrics
Why did I leave?
Lost, fooled, confused
Crawling in the mud with pigs
Starved to death
Discouragement strangeling me
I have no breath
Full of sorrow and despair
The father lets his son away
Challenging the world without fear
Unknown of the evil atmosphere
Imperfect man, imprudent mind
Disobediant to the call of God
Exhaustion becomes perdominant
Hell on earth is where I am
I'm longing back to a life in peace
With abundance of food
And plenty of water
I'll return to my father's house
And tell him I'm worthless as his son
Father please forgive me
For I have sinned against you
Regretting man, independant mind
Attraction to the call of God
With open arms the father
Welcomes his son back
He was dead and became alive
He was lost and has been found
Spiritual satisfaction
Inner peace
Comes from the Father
Extol Storms Of Disillusions lyrics
God do You hear me cry?
Do You hear me crying?
Do You hear my cry?
Do You hear me?
Out on deep water
With nothing to hold on to
I've been attacked by storms of disillusions
Vessel of isms that was my security
Has now become a wreck
Waves of indifferance
Forcefully they crush my hope
I see no point in struggling for survival
But in the distance
There is a light so bright
A glimpse of hope in sight
Lighthouse, shines
Salvation is at hand
It is the Saviour my light His name is Jesus Christ
It is the Saviour it is the light
It is the Son of God
There is a lighthouse
That shines to guide my way
So I may find the harbour of salvation
The Son of God is
Reaching out His hands to me
Saved by the Trinity
Bonnie Tyler - I Can’t Leave Your Love Alone Lyrics
There is a shadow rolling over my heart
Like a cloud across the moon
There is a devil on my shoulder
Spreading his light into my room
Broken head and empty heart
Shattered mind that’s torn apart
I fall, I stumble into the night
I can’t leave your love alone
I can’t leave your love alone
A wicked wind beats at my window
Telling me that I’m no good
There’s no life in this bleak desert
There’s no life, without you
Broken head and empty heart
Shattered mind that’s torn apart
I fall, I stumble into the night
I can’t leave your love alone
I can’t leave your love alone
Broken head and empty heart
Shattered mind that’s torn apart
I fall, I stumble into the night
I can’t leave your love alone
I can’t leave your love alone
I can’t leave your love alone
I can’t leave your love alone
I can’t leave your love alone
I can’t leave your love alone
I can’t leave your love alone
I can’t leave your love alone
Awaiting My Death LYRICS
source:Esoteric Time:2005-08-10
Windows of shattered dreams.
Laid out before me.
My broken reflection hauntingly stares back,
As once again I pick up the pieces of my mind.
Rebuilding myself again.
And I know what is done.
The smaller pieces lost.
They used to be large,
But now they are gone.
I cannot find my hope, my joy or my life,
Just empty splinters embedded in my mind.
Causing me pain, I grimace in awe at the overwhelming pain.
Caused by what I've lost, by what has been destroyed.
My scars start to bleed.
From my wounds of sorrow,
I watch the blood run.
A release of my self-hate,
And still the blood flows:
Scarred all over my body.
With each scar comes a memory of pain.
Though it's hard to tell now, they all look the same.
Awaiting the day when my blood is no more,
Maybe then the pain will be gone.
I await my death with both relief and with fear,
I sense that my shattered mind knows it is near.
Shattered
Speaking out, living free
I do believe that’s the way it should be
but people come around
try to knock you down
they give no warning
just a drawn out sound...
There’s a little girl
who ran away
she’s still running in her mind that way
you look and think
of words to ease the pain
today I saw her walking in the rain
I thought....
Has your world been shattered
does it seem like nothing matters any more
has your world been shattered, away
I heard you sing before
a simple tune
deep inside you stayed
in your room
a lesson learned
but didn’t seem to hold
the age of innocence
growing old...
Don’t give up
Don’t let go
even though its tough I know
I can’t stand to see
your broken heart
Please be safe out there
sweetheart.
Has your world been shattered
does it seem like nothing matters any more
has your world been shattered, away
You know sometimes I cant get to sleep at night
I cant quiet my heart or my mind
I toss and turn, I ache and burn
I get caught in the passing of time
Its like too many miles, too many heartaches
Too much that needs to be done
Yes and too many sidewalks, too many people
Too many hours done
Whats on your mind
Whats on my mind
Is really quite the same
Ive been working so hard
And Im ready to play
I know just the right game
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Whats on your mind
Is whats on my mind
Thats the way its gonna be
Im gonna find me a place I can hide
I want you right next to me
On Ive never seen a more beautiful day
Its my favorite time of year
The colors are changing, shes rearranging
And Im so glad to be here
Ive been up and around, Ive been lost, Ive been found
Ive seen love face to face in my dreams
And the things that I know and the things that I show
Are not always just what they seem
Whats on your mind
Is whats on my mind
Its just that way
Its like catching a ride
On a beautiful river
Let it carry us all away
Whats on your mind
And whats on my mind
Is really nothing new
I want to get you alone
I want to make you my own
Baby, I want to make love with you
Whats on your mind
And whats on my mind
Is really quite the same
Ive been working so hard
And Im ready to play
Baby, I know just the right game
Whats on your mind
And whats on my mind
Is really nothing new
I want to get you alone
I want to make you my own
Baby, I want to make love with you
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